there will be a chosen one
Was just reading through some of my past entries and came across one I had written back in december. It kind of made me laugh a little. i completely forgot about this rant..or piece of education..whatever you choose to call it.. anyhow, I still find it to be MOSTLY true. Before I get to reposting that though I kind of feel like mentioning something else for the moment. I've had quite a number of things on my mind and by observing a close friend and how he reacts to his one ladyfriend is kind of amusing. It's like he's finally happy and realized a few other sides of life just by talking to her. He seems to have a different feeling about him. More pleasant to be around. I remember being like that over a girl many many moons ago. I'm almost envious but (without kicking myself in the teeth too soon) i've been talking to someone that has brightened up my recent days. We've got a lot in common but sometimes I just dont know how to start up a proper conversation without being a total idiot. I know its not like me to be so uncollective about my thoughts. BUT i'm not going to jump ahead and think anything of it. Would love to know more about her to start off and try not to scare her away just yet heh. Anyhow, without anymore delay..
Heres Dec 20 post. quite amusing..quite..
What's wrong with people? I find an increasing number of people lying and denying to save their own asses or trying to make other's think they are perfect. Perhaps they feel they have to convince themselves that they are right and in no way at fault so they don't drop down into a deep depression which would only be described as "reality". Reality? hmm..Sounds vaguely familiar. Let's take a deeper look into this denial as we shall call it.
There is always a reason for the 'denial' that continues everyday. Friends feel that they can trust you'll be the way you've been all the time. The people who deny are constantly forced to pull off the same facade so they can keep the ever judging crowd at bay. What isn't realized is that the judging masses mostlikely has the same problem as them. What a dilemma! What is commonly also known, is that people are stubborn. I know that's hard to believe but just follow me through on this. If one of the few decide to break out of their shell, most commonly the other 'afflicted' people will shun them and/or be jealous. They do this because they wish they had the guts to do so. Thus banning them from their wonderful little group of friends. Names such as 'weird', 'psycho' or even my favorite 'stupid' are going to ensue. Yes, it may sound a little unfair but it is really called for. Really.
Now, lets take another peek into this realm. The subject of hurting other people for the uplifting of yourself. This is a very common occurance in the world of such people fore mentioned. Quite possibly everyday, three or four times in one day for the more deprived. This is yelling at and insulting someone on the street with intentions to make them feel bad. Also on this part, everyone can be a victim. Even someone who holds you in the highest reguards can succumb to the wrath. The more the other person likes them the more self-satisfaction is gained by watching someone so vulnerable take some unsuspecting punishment. Usually people who do such things don't tend to care for much more than themselves. Taking care of yourself is number one priority, isn't it? What REAL feeling is gained? The insulters think that they are so awesome because you totally just put some poor person "in their place". Hit them where it counts, usually unprovoked. That's got to be so rewarding.
Diving in a little bit deeper, these people who choose to lead such unrewarding and self degrading lives tend to be the ones who think they are the most independant. There is hardly ever a true independant person in this world. Especially when you are around people most of your life. They feed off other people. Attempt to gain trust of others when they feel they have no one else. This is just their recovering process from being hurt themselves. Despite what they think, they are not invincible. The fake peace and friendliness only lasts a short while. After that, anything that was said between the two parties meant nothing and "should be" considered as such.
I dont know what drives these people to be this way. The unnecessary circle of hatred and confusion should just end. Why do you do this to everyone? Are you happy yet? Don't involve me with your regeneration anymore. Everyone should just relax and find a normal fulfilling life.
I base this information off of absolutely nothing.
**a change from the original. I add this in now inplace of last sentence** - I base this information off of every person i've trusted and been back stabbed by. I dont know why it took me so long to figure out how some of you people really think. perhaps I just didnt want to believe it.
Goodnight
hope everyone gets what they deserve..weither it be good or bad
Heres Dec 20 post. quite amusing..quite..
What's wrong with people? I find an increasing number of people lying and denying to save their own asses or trying to make other's think they are perfect. Perhaps they feel they have to convince themselves that they are right and in no way at fault so they don't drop down into a deep depression which would only be described as "reality". Reality? hmm..Sounds vaguely familiar. Let's take a deeper look into this denial as we shall call it.
There is always a reason for the 'denial' that continues everyday. Friends feel that they can trust you'll be the way you've been all the time. The people who deny are constantly forced to pull off the same facade so they can keep the ever judging crowd at bay. What isn't realized is that the judging masses mostlikely has the same problem as them. What a dilemma! What is commonly also known, is that people are stubborn. I know that's hard to believe but just follow me through on this. If one of the few decide to break out of their shell, most commonly the other 'afflicted' people will shun them and/or be jealous. They do this because they wish they had the guts to do so. Thus banning them from their wonderful little group of friends. Names such as 'weird', 'psycho' or even my favorite 'stupid' are going to ensue. Yes, it may sound a little unfair but it is really called for. Really.
Now, lets take another peek into this realm. The subject of hurting other people for the uplifting of yourself. This is a very common occurance in the world of such people fore mentioned. Quite possibly everyday, three or four times in one day for the more deprived. This is yelling at and insulting someone on the street with intentions to make them feel bad. Also on this part, everyone can be a victim. Even someone who holds you in the highest reguards can succumb to the wrath. The more the other person likes them the more self-satisfaction is gained by watching someone so vulnerable take some unsuspecting punishment. Usually people who do such things don't tend to care for much more than themselves. Taking care of yourself is number one priority, isn't it? What REAL feeling is gained? The insulters think that they are so awesome because you totally just put some poor person "in their place". Hit them where it counts, usually unprovoked. That's got to be so rewarding.
Diving in a little bit deeper, these people who choose to lead such unrewarding and self degrading lives tend to be the ones who think they are the most independant. There is hardly ever a true independant person in this world. Especially when you are around people most of your life. They feed off other people. Attempt to gain trust of others when they feel they have no one else. This is just their recovering process from being hurt themselves. Despite what they think, they are not invincible. The fake peace and friendliness only lasts a short while. After that, anything that was said between the two parties meant nothing and "should be" considered as such.
I dont know what drives these people to be this way. The unnecessary circle of hatred and confusion should just end. Why do you do this to everyone? Are you happy yet? Don't involve me with your regeneration anymore. Everyone should just relax and find a normal fulfilling life.
I base this information off of absolutely nothing.
**a change from the original. I add this in now inplace of last sentence** - I base this information off of every person i've trusted and been back stabbed by. I dont know why it took me so long to figure out how some of you people really think. perhaps I just didnt want to believe it.
Goodnight
hope everyone gets what they deserve..weither it be good or bad