despite all my rage im still just a rat in a cage
three finals down, one to go
im going to s.a. tomorrow with aida-ho and sergio to go to a conert that ruby bought us tickets for. im a little concerned about getting my paper done since i dont even have a topic yet. im such a procrastinator but i work really well under pressure so i guess i sorta compensate for it.
i ate lunch with stevie-poo. we went to the mall and had cheap chinese. i ran into boyfriend and mossy and they ate lunch with us too. it was nice having the two main men in my life eat a meal together. although things with me and steve were a little awkward or maybe it was just that we were both sober? eh... whateva.
the weather was fucking amazing today. i wanted to just sit out in the open fields and smoke a fatty and just lay out there and enjoy the cold.mmmm, it reminds me of when me and nen would just drive around all night, drink tallies covered in brown paper bags, listen to awesome music. we'd drive by certain houses just to see if the light in a certain room was on. just a hint of hope. i really miss those days nen. damn us and our non-hanging-out-ness.
i just need to get through the next two days....two days...two days...One...Two.
im going to s.a. tomorrow with aida-ho and sergio to go to a conert that ruby bought us tickets for. im a little concerned about getting my paper done since i dont even have a topic yet. im such a procrastinator but i work really well under pressure so i guess i sorta compensate for it.
i ate lunch with stevie-poo. we went to the mall and had cheap chinese. i ran into boyfriend and mossy and they ate lunch with us too. it was nice having the two main men in my life eat a meal together. although things with me and steve were a little awkward or maybe it was just that we were both sober? eh... whateva.
the weather was fucking amazing today. i wanted to just sit out in the open fields and smoke a fatty and just lay out there and enjoy the cold.mmmm, it reminds me of when me and nen would just drive around all night, drink tallies covered in brown paper bags, listen to awesome music. we'd drive by certain houses just to see if the light in a certain room was on. just a hint of hope. i really miss those days nen. damn us and our non-hanging-out-ness.
i just need to get through the next two days....two days...two days...One...Two.