Its alive!
Well I went to see Celtic Frost tonight. Goat whore from New Orleans played. I decided to talk to the lead singer about how I lived in Metarie back in 2001 with Crystal Green. Well he said he just seen her last month and shes doing good. If anyone wants to know who she is well shes my ex girlfriend who I loved more than the world. We dated for 3 years and I lived with her in New Orleans. We talked about his best friend who fucked around with her when we dated and I laughed and he did to and I shook his hand and walked away. I felt really fucked up about it. I havent seen her in 4 years. I miss her alot sometimes, and now just hearing about her just complicated my mind alittle bit. So weird how the world is so small. This guy knows my exgirlfriend from Louisiana and I live in Buffalo. Ugggggg I hate life sometimes! JEsus God are you there? Sometimes I get the feeling you just dont care,Theres a pain deep inside, I can run, buy you know I cant hide.