Jul 25, 2005 12:49
hey Honey
just put a load of laundry in the dryer and waiting around for them to be done , ill probably clean up some things in my room .
god i miss you right now . i wanted to wake up today with you in my arms . when i wake up next you you ,theres nothing that can bring me down that day but if something does , i know that your smile can turn my whole day around . and it has many of times , sometimes not knowing that you did. I Love You So Much . I Know that your mom is pushinh you way to much . you dont have to please anyone but yourself .not your mom or your dad , just you . at the end of the day when youve done all your work for yourself its so rewarding . for me when i get back from work and im cut and hot and tired , i know that i earned that money myself . no one helped me . so when your at class just do the best you can and each time try to push yourself to higher goals . this next school year im gona try my hardest to graduate for myself and for you , youve been my inspiration for a long time now and you havent let me down . i push myself to my limits for you . you should write that letter to your dad , i think it might be good medicine . and be whatever you want to be , christina you have the ability to be anything you want to be an oceanographer , marine biologist , or a zoologist , or anything in your imagination .
and your right youll have a better life if your doing something makes you happy . my dad told me " if your doing something that you like , youll never work a day i your life ," so those are the words i live by , i love fishing and if i could make a job outta it id never dread getting up in the morning to go to work . only you can choose what you want to be ! so have fun . and live free .MUHAHAHAHAHAH except when i have you tied to the bed and blind folded . lol
I Love You Christina , and ill always be there to support what ever you choose .!
loveing you longer than forever
Ben aka( The Husband)
PS: I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING I CAN DREAM OF
tee pee for my bung hole .. are you thre