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Keiko, Gary and I are going to look at the apartment we want tomorrow! I'm excited since Keiko said she'd like to live with Tiny as well.
On another note, the fucking dog tripped me and I hit the humidifier and landed all my weight squarely on my right knee. Can't really move it right now... And I slammed my head into my car getting into it. Made me lose my focus for a minute. Couldn't drive there... But I'm ok. There's a lump there, and I've got a headache, and my leg feels like it'll fall off at the knee, but I'll be fine. I've been hurt much worse before.
Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy...
Oh yeah, one more thing. I was thinking about Gary and me the other night, and while recalling how much I love him, I realized that somewhere in the last few months, I've fallen completely in love with him. ^^ Never thought I'd say I'm in love with someone again, but he makes it so easy to be vulnerable. Something I never wanted to be again, but he's honest. I trust him so much and I know he's not messing around behind my back. He loves me too much. I told him that if I found out he cheated he'd never see me again and it almost made him cry, so I know he'll never hurt me like that. He told me he doesn't understand how people have done that to me. I told him I trust my significant others too much. But I know he'll never betray my trust. (If I give my heart to you, I must be sure from the very start that you will love me more than her. cause I couldn't stand the pain... And I, would be sad if our new love was in vain. So i hope you see, that I would love to love you...) The Beatles have a song for everything. Even feeling suicidal! (Yer Blues) But the songs that always make me happy, no matter what mood I'm in are Let it Be and Here Comes The Sun. (Little Darlin', I feel that ice is slowly melting. Little Darlin', I seems like years since it's been clear. Here comes the sun. Here comes the sun, and I say, It's all right...) I love it.
On another note, the fucking dog tripped me and I hit the humidifier and landed all my weight squarely on my right knee. Can't really move it right now... And I slammed my head into my car getting into it. Made me lose my focus for a minute. Couldn't drive there... But I'm ok. There's a lump there, and I've got a headache, and my leg feels like it'll fall off at the knee, but I'll be fine. I've been hurt much worse before.
Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy...
Oh yeah, one more thing. I was thinking about Gary and me the other night, and while recalling how much I love him, I realized that somewhere in the last few months, I've fallen completely in love with him. ^^ Never thought I'd say I'm in love with someone again, but he makes it so easy to be vulnerable. Something I never wanted to be again, but he's honest. I trust him so much and I know he's not messing around behind my back. He loves me too much. I told him that if I found out he cheated he'd never see me again and it almost made him cry, so I know he'll never hurt me like that. He told me he doesn't understand how people have done that to me. I told him I trust my significant others too much. But I know he'll never betray my trust. (If I give my heart to you, I must be sure from the very start that you will love me more than her. cause I couldn't stand the pain... And I, would be sad if our new love was in vain. So i hope you see, that I would love to love you...) The Beatles have a song for everything. Even feeling suicidal! (Yer Blues) But the songs that always make me happy, no matter what mood I'm in are Let it Be and Here Comes The Sun. (Little Darlin', I feel that ice is slowly melting. Little Darlin', I seems like years since it's been clear. Here comes the sun. Here comes the sun, and I say, It's all right...) I love it.