Once Again
I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again
(Once again)
You touched my heart
Now I can breathe
You saved my life
And still I can't believe you made it happen
Made it happen
Once again
==================================================
Gary and I were out to dinner tonight when this song started playing. I, honestly, couldn't think of a better way to describe us. He came into my life in a time I thought I'd never find anyone again. In a time I never thought I would be able to trust someone again. I think I wanna play with that photo of us I love so much with these lyrics. After I'd been hurt so badly, I never thought I'd open my heart to someone again. To be honest, these lyrics are perfect. Absolutely perfect. He's put the flame back in my eyes. I've become extremely cynical for my age, but he pulls me out of my cynicism.
Right now, I'm watching him sleep. He's absolutely beautiful. Honestly, there are tears forming in my eyes. I'm so incredibly happy to know I've got him. We were laying in bed the other night, and I was just about to drift to sleep when he pulled me as close to him as he could and whispered, "I love you so much, Jenn," in my ear. He's a beautiful human being. He makes me such a better person. He makes me be who I always knew I could be. Who I always knew I really was. He makes me whole again. He's so good to me. He does so many little things that make me appreciate him.
Though I miss my old life, I can't say I miss the people in it. I miss my house, that's for sure. It was beautiful. I'm excited about this place Keiko and I are getting though. It's in a great neighbourhood, and perfectly within our budget. And, I get the master bedroom because of a freak coin toss. ^^ I've got to go through all my things and choose what to give away. I don't want all my stuff. I'd like to make some slip covers for my couches. They're gorgeous, but they're also from the 1970s... Perhaps Keiko wouldn't mind designing our living room around them? She loves the same kind of decor I do, so we won't have a problem, I'm guessing. Lots of '60s and '70s stuff and peace signs. Lots of bright colours and handmade pillows that we enjoy making a lot of. ^^ It'll be exciting.
And for now, I bid you all adieu. My boy is trying to lure me into sleep where he's going. I have such vivid dreams in his arms... I love him. ^^ He's so much to me.
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again
(Once again)
You touched my heart
Now I can breathe
You saved my life
And still I can't believe you made it happen
Made it happen
Once again
==================================================
Gary and I were out to dinner tonight when this song started playing. I, honestly, couldn't think of a better way to describe us. He came into my life in a time I thought I'd never find anyone again. In a time I never thought I would be able to trust someone again. I think I wanna play with that photo of us I love so much with these lyrics. After I'd been hurt so badly, I never thought I'd open my heart to someone again. To be honest, these lyrics are perfect. Absolutely perfect. He's put the flame back in my eyes. I've become extremely cynical for my age, but he pulls me out of my cynicism.
Right now, I'm watching him sleep. He's absolutely beautiful. Honestly, there are tears forming in my eyes. I'm so incredibly happy to know I've got him. We were laying in bed the other night, and I was just about to drift to sleep when he pulled me as close to him as he could and whispered, "I love you so much, Jenn," in my ear. He's a beautiful human being. He makes me such a better person. He makes me be who I always knew I could be. Who I always knew I really was. He makes me whole again. He's so good to me. He does so many little things that make me appreciate him.
Though I miss my old life, I can't say I miss the people in it. I miss my house, that's for sure. It was beautiful. I'm excited about this place Keiko and I are getting though. It's in a great neighbourhood, and perfectly within our budget. And, I get the master bedroom because of a freak coin toss. ^^ I've got to go through all my things and choose what to give away. I don't want all my stuff. I'd like to make some slip covers for my couches. They're gorgeous, but they're also from the 1970s... Perhaps Keiko wouldn't mind designing our living room around them? She loves the same kind of decor I do, so we won't have a problem, I'm guessing. Lots of '60s and '70s stuff and peace signs. Lots of bright colours and handmade pillows that we enjoy making a lot of. ^^ It'll be exciting.
And for now, I bid you all adieu. My boy is trying to lure me into sleep where he's going. I have such vivid dreams in his arms... I love him. ^^ He's so much to me.