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school is the most depressing thing ever. all of my classes move at a painfully slow rate, which is just torture, or they move too fast and i have no idea what is going on, thanks ap bio. it's so droning and yeah I HATE SCHOOL. i think i've been depressed lately. usually after school i like to do activities or go out to eat with friends, but lately i just want to go home and sleep. my weekends aren't even that fun anymore, i just feel awkward and out of place. even when i'm in a bad mood i like to write in my notebook but i haven't even taken my notebook off the shelf for about two weeks. at some points i feel like i'm about to cry and i have to think about really happy things, like my dog and coney island et cetera, to keep from getting really upset. i don't even care if i do well in school anymore. i feel like i don't really talk seriously to anyone anymore. i'm probably just terribly hormonally imbalanced. after i get my lisence this summer, i want to go on a roadtrip. who's coming?