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well i just don't know how i feel at all.
i paid my bond so i am moving house early next week. this is exciting.
also exciting was last night a very dear and darling friend took me as his plus 1 to idlewild. i am so glad he did because i forgot just how much i love this band as did he. actually i forgot how much i love touring international bands full stop. i think they are maybe the first i have seen in err a year or more. i get very caught up in the local scene and forget to look out of the window and see lovely people flying halfway across the world to sing and be amazing. it's always a good show being within a few feet of roddy woomble. ahh! lovely!
my mortal gig going enemy was there however front row centre in MY spot! where i was last time. we glowered at each other a little. oh j'adore nemesii!
we got invited to the aftershow party last night as well. oh how bummed and annoyed all at once i was that i had to miss it. as of next week though i will never miss a good show because it's on a wednesday, or because i have to get the last train, or because i have no money to get there. i will just walk down the street and fkn be there.
i'm sorry but i have always lived in suburbia and an hour train ride from the action so i am a little excited.
everything is going quite well this week except i have 8$ and forty cents to my name today but it will be ok. i work friday and saturday night and hopefully my brother will pay me back and life will be ok and sunny and perfect and i can stop being so unsure and doubting.
i can't believe i have to pack up a house [3 bedroom] and fit my life into a small room. oh lord.