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havent updated in a while. well
new years was good. so was vacation. it was just way too short but once
you go back to sschool its like you never even left in the first place.
im becooming really happy besides when i do bad on tests in school.
that really pisses me off esp when i study a lot. midterms are coming
up and im kind of scared i need to do well this year. right now i have
about an 89 average :-\ i would like a 90 or above so im gonna try esp
when SATS are soon the applying for college. wow college thats weird
dont even wanna think about it i love highschool.
friday night madness was last night. it was insane. My whole varisty wore button down shirts and ties to copy the boys for our basketball game it was SO cute and funny. our team really bonded lately. its great i cant believe this season is half way over. i love them soooo much. basketball is honestly one of the only things that make me happy. well so last night i thought i wasnt gonna play much but we had a good lead so in the middle of the seoond quarter my coach put me in. i almost scored but i played amazing defense. then we put me in again in the 3rd and 4th! he only let me stay in most of the game i was surprised. i thought he just felt bad for me because i try so hard. but then my sister informed me that homan feels bad for NO one. so landauer threw me the ball and i went in for a layup and i got fouled. i was shacking so much. i didnt want to screw up. the crowd was packed and i just needed to make it. i missed the first but heiman and arielle made me calm down ( thanks girls i love u ) and i made it in. everyone screamed for me and i looked over to my team scremaing for me and my coaches it just made me smile so much and i couldnt stop. This is what gets inside of me and lights me up. i lovee love love love this sport + my amazing team mates! im just sooo happy now and i havent been like this for a while so lets pray it stays this way!
right now im on a medicine for 5 months and the side affects are depression and committing suicide ( and other stuff) so im really scared but me and mel are looking after eachother so thats good. i cant even swallow the pill so right now im chewing it which is kind of nasty. oh well haha
did i ever mention that jenna goldberg is my best friend and i dont know what i would do without her? oh well now you know! love you JG!
ok thats it. comments would be nice ♥
rachiee :)
friday night madness was last night. it was insane. My whole varisty wore button down shirts and ties to copy the boys for our basketball game it was SO cute and funny. our team really bonded lately. its great i cant believe this season is half way over. i love them soooo much. basketball is honestly one of the only things that make me happy. well so last night i thought i wasnt gonna play much but we had a good lead so in the middle of the seoond quarter my coach put me in. i almost scored but i played amazing defense. then we put me in again in the 3rd and 4th! he only let me stay in most of the game i was surprised. i thought he just felt bad for me because i try so hard. but then my sister informed me that homan feels bad for NO one. so landauer threw me the ball and i went in for a layup and i got fouled. i was shacking so much. i didnt want to screw up. the crowd was packed and i just needed to make it. i missed the first but heiman and arielle made me calm down ( thanks girls i love u ) and i made it in. everyone screamed for me and i looked over to my team scremaing for me and my coaches it just made me smile so much and i couldnt stop. This is what gets inside of me and lights me up. i lovee love love love this sport + my amazing team mates! im just sooo happy now and i havent been like this for a while so lets pray it stays this way!
right now im on a medicine for 5 months and the side affects are depression and committing suicide ( and other stuff) so im really scared but me and mel are looking after eachother so thats good. i cant even swallow the pill so right now im chewing it which is kind of nasty. oh well haha
did i ever mention that jenna goldberg is my best friend and i dont know what i would do without her? oh well now you know! love you JG!
ok thats it. comments would be nice ♥
rachiee :)