its the rise and fall
WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS GODDAMN LIFE OF MINE??? ive already started the fucking week horribly, school ended and i was goin to my friends house, where i crashed my fuckin car into a damned tree... fuckin fuckity fuck fuck...some white people were the first people i saw and as generic as it sounds they were all like ::GASP:: "omg are you okayyyyy????" i was pretty much unscathed but my ankle hurts... but from the damage done to my car youd think i was seriously injured, however this is my second crash i walk away from unscathed... my car is fucked sideways...my parents were really pissed, but they cooled down already... i really dont want that car back i want a fucking monstermobile or somethin...it really sucked havin those people there just talkin...luckily i was by my friends house so he came runnin and some other cats dropped by cuz it was right by school, but fucking shit i saw my parents car and i just felt like my world was gonna end, and sure enough when i stepped into that car it did... when i had talked on the phone with them earlier the first thing they were concerned about was if the cops had been called... that made me feel awesome, everyone and their mom also called me right after that accident, so my fone was off the hook, now i have no car!!! ive come to the realization when im done with this school bullshit its on, i really dont know what im to do with my life, and i could care less, but fuck i just want to live on my own, without anybody on another note its totally finals week, and i havent studied a bit, its gonna be really hard to do so with all this shit on my mind...i also think that i left my aviators at missys house, but she doesnt care... her mom probaly picked them up and took them or something damnit, those were really expensive glasses that i got for my birthday FUCK YOU DAMNIT!, i cant stand this bull shit i didnt have the balls to ask her about them so i felt even more retarded... godamn, im too busy dying right now,....yours truly