Oct 06, 2004 19:05
wowzers im confused...i thought chris hated me but im really not sure anymore...he unblocked me so i really am lost...w/e
haha i told ashley who i liked today and she was all mad at me cuz i shouldnt like him and i should be over him but im not...my heart wont let me...im continuously thinking about him...but i didnt tell rebecca cuz she hates him and she would like...eat my face off...so yeah...what am i gonna do?!?!
yesterday on the phone m'ie told me that she needs to get me someone to snog and get my mind off of the other person...then she said she would like to see that...which is totally like..PEDOPHILEISH! and i said that and she said...well im not like chris (dont ask, inside joke) but she didnt really mean it that way...she really meant that she would like to see me happy...i would like to see that too...cuz i dont seem to see it often.
at the meet yesterday i sucked really bad...cuz of the mud.
idk y but i've been spending like...excessive amounts of time with john ringel in between classes recently...wow its weird...
omfg john baluzy is so silly...he was pissing nora off by puling up the legs of his shorts and one time he went really high and it was like...woah dude...then we were talking about retarts that jerk off in the middle of class and john said that he was walking down stairs this morning and his hand was in his pants and he saw his mam and pulled his hand out and i was taken aback! hahahahahaha and he kept putting his hands in his pants to show examples...without SHOWING anything...he's so silly. then he was talking about throwing people off of his jet ski and then he told us about this warning sticker he wanted for his jet ski that said warning: do not put body parts over jet...this jetski will not be held responsible for the injury of genitals or vagina (or something like that...im not quite sure) but i love being sick and perverted...its so incredibly awesome...i miss it cuz i dont get to do it as much anymore...
then practice sucked big hairy balls...i ran (obviously) and then me, mary, m'ie, and robin were talking (i forget about what) but it was nice...i like social experiences...being social is nice...and me and rebecca and ashley were watching the guys play frisbee...and like...5 times i thought it was gonna take my head off...it was fun haha i want to break my ankle...i really do
im gonna go be social...peace