Apr 17, 2006 19:47
Hi...
A friend talk me about this site.
I have bmia, im eigth year and only one year with my doctors...
Im nervous here, at really, its a very beautiful idea... i dont know what i can say!!
Now, i love my body, well, sometimes... if im ok with my boidy ihate myself... at really its difficult, and im that kind of person who never talk about themselves, im always happy... but sometimes i can live ok!!
Its great if i can talk here about it...
I think im a riot, i think im beauty, i think im inteligent, but i dont know why that sadness is inside me, too inseide other of my friends in the grousp therapy.... im from spain, im in ADANER, a free association who help a lot and figth!! i think im a great grrrl at really, and my friends there are inteligent, they are not usually grrrls, they can talk about things, we have interesting talking... (we have camping and some activities) imainatives, we can talk a lot and we never talk about clothes or those usually thing in other womans... i dont know why we have this problem, i can understan my psyquiatra or psicologa....but its so difficult!! we are not superficial grrrls!!! we love interesting things,original made... we have a great mind, we can make a lot of things... not only look fine to boiys, make up or go shopping, we can be happy with other things too!! But we are in that blackhole...
To be different can be wonderfull, but it can be a problem... we are not there cause we wanna be thin, we are there cause usual society is not our place, this is a punishment we put ourselves.... and we have to learn we are on top of this society, we are the riot grrrls.. inteligent and independent woman is future... is power!!
Ups... sorry, im not good in english, and is a difficult thing to explain...
Kisses to all of u...
We are Princess!!