Fuck you if you ever read this enjoy it.
Begin Transmission:
"looks like i've fucked up again, what's new i'm always getting out of hand
though in control sometimes just don't give a shit
i get raw, have fun, i love it
so sick of saying some of those apologies have got to go
but i don't intend to create a pain in your heart
i'm a pain in the ass
cuz that's what i'm about
day by day i can see a change in every way
some things get worse some things get better, i hate to say
i hate to say
those blatant lies are now a part of my past i hope
i don't get confronted abusing other's minds through control
i don't want it to last so here i go
i'm on my way, i'm leaving for good
i pray that you forgive me for all the harm that i caused
cuz we were friends and we had some great times
and that's why i'm just fine
cuz that's the way it is
day by day i can see a change in every way
some things get worse some things get better, i hate to say
day by day, i live day by day
day by day i can see a change in every way
some things get worse some things get better, i hate to say
but i've declined all your ways."
Being there was what I tried. But you pushed me away. Now I'll gladly hide who I am. Pray on your weakness? I only tried to make you stronger. I always only had nice things to say. I was the one who would always try and get you to see yourself in a more positive way. I was the one who always tried to make you smile and laugh. I was the one who would sacrifice my happiness just to make sure you were happy. I was the one who always offered to help and I hope the little bit I did you enjoyed. Yet all that wasn't good enough. No apparently you wanted a pawn. Someone to play your mindless childish games. Not today. I have pulled away and it feels good. I will not play anymore games. I gave you what I could but every time it just wasn't enough. What did you want from me? Who am I to kid. I don't care anymore. I will miss what we had but you were the one who ended it all once again. This time I won't be the one to save it. This time I am going to just let it go. Enjoy the road ahead.
End Transmission.
"What hurts so much,
Is I believed you to be a true friend,
All along
But you never cared,
You never cared.
That I had your back,
Through all the confusion,
Through all the abuse,
and I cared,
No matter what you said,
But now you betrayed me,
Embarrassed and played me.
So dumb,
With your big dumb face,
And your big dumb ego,
What a disgrace, let it go
What a disgrace, let it go
What hurts so much,
is I believed you to be a true friend,
all along
But you never cared"
"looks like i've fucked up again, what's new i'm always getting out of hand
though in control sometimes just don't give a shit
i get raw, have fun, i love it
so sick of saying some of those apologies have got to go
but i don't intend to create a pain in your heart
i'm a pain in the ass
cuz that's what i'm about
day by day i can see a change in every way
some things get worse some things get better, i hate to say
i hate to say
those blatant lies are now a part of my past i hope
i don't get confronted abusing other's minds through control
i don't want it to last so here i go
i'm on my way, i'm leaving for good
i pray that you forgive me for all the harm that i caused
cuz we were friends and we had some great times
and that's why i'm just fine
cuz that's the way it is
day by day i can see a change in every way
some things get worse some things get better, i hate to say
day by day, i live day by day
day by day i can see a change in every way
some things get worse some things get better, i hate to say
but i've declined all your ways."
Being there was what I tried. But you pushed me away. Now I'll gladly hide who I am. Pray on your weakness? I only tried to make you stronger. I always only had nice things to say. I was the one who would always try and get you to see yourself in a more positive way. I was the one who always tried to make you smile and laugh. I was the one who would sacrifice my happiness just to make sure you were happy. I was the one who always offered to help and I hope the little bit I did you enjoyed. Yet all that wasn't good enough. No apparently you wanted a pawn. Someone to play your mindless childish games. Not today. I have pulled away and it feels good. I will not play anymore games. I gave you what I could but every time it just wasn't enough. What did you want from me? Who am I to kid. I don't care anymore. I will miss what we had but you were the one who ended it all once again. This time I won't be the one to save it. This time I am going to just let it go. Enjoy the road ahead.
End Transmission.
"What hurts so much,
Is I believed you to be a true friend,
All along
But you never cared,
You never cared.
That I had your back,
Through all the confusion,
Through all the abuse,
and I cared,
No matter what you said,
But now you betrayed me,
Embarrassed and played me.
So dumb,
With your big dumb face,
And your big dumb ego,
What a disgrace, let it go
What a disgrace, let it go
What hurts so much,
is I believed you to be a true friend,
all along
But you never cared"