Let the rain fall . . .

Jul 26, 2007 04:57

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I sit here and reminisce of past times when ignorance was bliss.
You let your thoughts be known on subjects not your own.
Your views went too far when you crossed the line and now it's all blown.
You never needed to interfere with affairs not your own.
Now your the one that needs to be shown.
The day has come for me to let it all out.
Today the storm arrives to dampen the drought.
Stay out of my way and stop destroying bridges formed in my life.
If one hasn't been made for you then understand there's nothing there 4 U.
I didn't ask for your help. I never needed your help.
You dragged me down with your misery and sorrow.
Your views I never did borrow.
What I choose to do in life is mine and mine alone.
I don't need you there spittin ass like a drone.
If I wanted your view or to hear your voice I'd address it.
But your opinions have always been nothing but shit.
Stop barging in like you know me.
If you think this is an attack, it isn't.
It's just me letting you know you don't know the real me.
It's just me letting you understand I don't want you around me.
It's just me letting you know to back away.
This is me telling you to Fuck off!

Don't ever try and break the friendship I have with my best friend up. Don't ever try and fix things I didn't ask you to. If I wanted your opinion or help, I would have asked for it. I'm sorry if you interpret this as me being an ass but you have interfered with things for far too long. You have attempted to remedy things that didn't need remedied. Stop complaining all your complaints to me because I just don't care anymore. Call me a fake ass, call me what you want. Not once did I ever claim to be your friend. Not once did I ever claim to care. Know that if you hadn't pushed for things like you did maybe things would be different but you push and push until you piss people off and away. Fight for someone that cares cause I really don't. Your problems cause too many for me. It's not that I am inconsiderate because I do feel sorry for you. For you will never have real friends always trying to fuck over other people's friendships. Like I said this isn't an attack. This is me letting my thoughts be known. This is a recording of the feelings I've had for a while but hoping you would back away and just leave me be, you left me with no choice but to scream out and voice. Why did it take so long? Honestly I just can't stand to be around the negativity you bring anymore. Not only do you bring me down but you bring everyone else down. I'm sorry if life isn't fair but no one is dealt the perfect hand. You fight for things that are important and when things won't change you move on and find something else that means something to you. Staying behind and bringing those down because of your own faults is no excuse. I know you will backlash everything I say but know I will not reply because everyone who cares already knows what I speak. So don't waste your time typing because I won't waste mine reading it. Peace. BTW This goes out to you Taryn.

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"Who ruined it, You did. Now grab a notebook and a pen. Start taking notes off me and everyone who's on the top. You think we're on the same page but OH WE'RE NOT."
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