Adore the silence . . . Its the calm before the storm.
Silence can mean only one thing: I don't want people to know what I think. If I close off from the world then don't try to intrude in my life. My feelings and my heart are my own. If I denied you once already, don't come back. Don't beg for answers you will never get and don't expect to find what you were really looking for. I live in a bubble. It's called my personal space. Don't enter it. For on this day forth I will be unforgiving. Understand I only let you see what I want you to see. Therefore you will never know the real me. So don't think for a second you have an idea who I am. End.
Sacrifice - People need to learn the meaning of this word. Don't tell me anything about sacrifices or things that have happened to you because Everyone has had bad things happen to them. A Sacrifice is something you do knowingly accepting the pain and consequences that come with it. A Sacrifice is something that is not benefiting to yourself. Causing pain and misery upon yourself is not a sacrifice. Don't whine to me about your mistakes or misery. I could care less.
Everyone might think I am careless and souless from the things I have spoken recently. I don't care what you think. My views and my heart are back where they belong: With me and me alone. I don't need others to survive. I enjoy select others presences and those who I enjoy know this as they understand I will always be there for them. I am always there if they need someone to talk to. I do what I can to see them happy. I make sacrifices just to make sure they are alright. To see them happy. You guys know who you are. I do thank those that deserve this thanks. Those who have been here for a long time and given me great advice. Understand these words I have posted is in no way an attack on those I call my friends. This is a keeping of my feelings on this day.
I know people often wonder why I give pieces to items instead of just flat out completing the puzzle for them. Working and earning something creates value in whatever you worked for. Therefor by making you read pieces and giving little bits here and there, forming the puzzle over time causes it to have more value than if I just gave the puzzle to you. I will not change my ways. I am very fucked up in the head and think in ways such as this. You want to know the truth, you will fight for it and earn it. You will put the pieces of the puzzle together and create a meaning to it and make it of value. If not you will simply not understand the things I have placed before you. In no way am I TELLING anyone that they have to work on the puzzles I place before them. Just letting everyone know how my mind works and why my blogs are the way they are now.
Transmission complete.
"For as much as I love Autumn, I'm giving myself to Ashes."
Sacrifice - People need to learn the meaning of this word. Don't tell me anything about sacrifices or things that have happened to you because Everyone has had bad things happen to them. A Sacrifice is something you do knowingly accepting the pain and consequences that come with it. A Sacrifice is something that is not benefiting to yourself. Causing pain and misery upon yourself is not a sacrifice. Don't whine to me about your mistakes or misery. I could care less.
Everyone might think I am careless and souless from the things I have spoken recently. I don't care what you think. My views and my heart are back where they belong: With me and me alone. I don't need others to survive. I enjoy select others presences and those who I enjoy know this as they understand I will always be there for them. I am always there if they need someone to talk to. I do what I can to see them happy. I make sacrifices just to make sure they are alright. To see them happy. You guys know who you are. I do thank those that deserve this thanks. Those who have been here for a long time and given me great advice. Understand these words I have posted is in no way an attack on those I call my friends. This is a keeping of my feelings on this day.
I know people often wonder why I give pieces to items instead of just flat out completing the puzzle for them. Working and earning something creates value in whatever you worked for. Therefor by making you read pieces and giving little bits here and there, forming the puzzle over time causes it to have more value than if I just gave the puzzle to you. I will not change my ways. I am very fucked up in the head and think in ways such as this. You want to know the truth, you will fight for it and earn it. You will put the pieces of the puzzle together and create a meaning to it and make it of value. If not you will simply not understand the things I have placed before you. In no way am I TELLING anyone that they have to work on the puzzles I place before them. Just letting everyone know how my mind works and why my blogs are the way they are now.
Transmission complete.
"For as much as I love Autumn, I'm giving myself to Ashes."