28 days later . . .

[_rio_de_muerte_]

Well it has been a month now and I haven't touched a pill or smoked any grass. As the days go on it is easier to stay away. Drinks though I have had a few over the past month. I havent gone crazy with it except once. But it is legal so it doesnt matter. I have to look at it as Stevi said, It was all fake and none of those feelings were real. It hasn't been easy staying away but I know I can stay this way. It is better for me this way. As apparently I was this huge ass who had no feelings while I was on it but now everyone says I am mellowed out and nice. It is for the better of everyone that I stay away. It seems also that for once she is responsive to me and at least is opening up somewhat and letting me know a little. I can only hope she realizes I only want her to be happy.
Besides those two items constantly being on my mind, I have been playing some halo 2 again to prep up for halo 3 beta which is going to be kick ass. Everyone should take part of it. I bought my mom a couple of angel statues for her birthday as well which was yesturday and she really enjoyed them so kick ass! She is having surgery today so I took off work for a week to be there for her. Hit 70 in wow about 4 weeks ago as well and now don't play anymore. It drains me to login as I spent pretty much an entire months worth of time in the game. Well I am out for now. Updates should happen more often now that I am actually in a state of mind where I know what is going on most of the time.
Peace out.