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I know I just posted a mad long post a lil while ago, but whatever I was feelin this at the moment. Please read it.
I was just looking back at some old posts, and I've really realized, like it REALLY hit me this time. I've changed so SO much over the past year. Even since 9'th grade. Since then i've become so differnet. I'm not just talking about the things I do. I mean like my whole mental..well.. Everything.
I think it's because I've actually started to look inside and discover myself?. Also, because certain pieces of my whole puzzle have been placed, and that led to a chain reaction. It's because of certain people mostly. With their help I have been able to become more me. I'm not gonna list everyone out, because everyone has changed me. I know this is true for everyone in teh wordl, everytime you meet someone you become a little newer.
I really want to say that Nick even though I haven't known you long or really talked to you a WHOLE lot. That I respect you more than most everyone I know and or have ever met, and maybe ever will meet. I know this is sounding kinda quier but Nick, i'll never forget you. You have really been a changing force in my life. Just by being you, I guess I just wanted to say thanks, you helped a lot, and that we really were pretty alike afterall. I'm sorry for being a bit to, weird about everything too, I guess sometimes I try to hard for you to like me too, so, whatever.. thanks.
There are a few more that I would definately like to mention like this, but some of them wont be reading it, and I just can't continue to write stuff like that for now at least. Thank you all. Everyone, for this year.
Next year is going to still be great even without a few of my very best friends i've ever had. You all treated me with respect and thought nothing less of me even though I was younger and for during the course of the year, a bit immature, and kind of needy, this year has been a real rollercoaster, and thank you all for riding it with me.
haha, it's so funny to look back at my depressed posts, my happy posts, my pissed posts, evrything and just think to myself, that's in the past and look at me now. Life goes on. Seriously, I'm a completely different person, and for once in my life FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, I am actually doing what normal people are supposed to do, Love thyself. I love the new me. I don't look any differnet, but I sure feel like I do.
Also thanks to all teh people who I've only recently met, i'm sure we'll all help each other out unmeasurable amounts in teh years to come.
I remember posting a post about emtions and how I would like to emote them better and talk about them with people even. And how some people can do it so easily, and I said that I wasn't one of them. I've become one of them, and it feels damn good.
This feels like my "coming of age" post haha. Ok, I hope this meant something to anyone who read it, I sure feel great about it. I would rather you all not poke fun in any way shape or form, cos I will stab your throat with a rusty fork. : p seriously though, don't, I will be upset, unless it's in good taste haha.
Like I said there are a couple other people I would like to talk about, but I'll come to you : )
I was just looking back at some old posts, and I've really realized, like it REALLY hit me this time. I've changed so SO much over the past year. Even since 9'th grade. Since then i've become so differnet. I'm not just talking about the things I do. I mean like my whole mental..well.. Everything.
I think it's because I've actually started to look inside and discover myself?. Also, because certain pieces of my whole puzzle have been placed, and that led to a chain reaction. It's because of certain people mostly. With their help I have been able to become more me. I'm not gonna list everyone out, because everyone has changed me. I know this is true for everyone in teh wordl, everytime you meet someone you become a little newer.
I really want to say that Nick even though I haven't known you long or really talked to you a WHOLE lot. That I respect you more than most everyone I know and or have ever met, and maybe ever will meet. I know this is sounding kinda quier but Nick, i'll never forget you. You have really been a changing force in my life. Just by being you, I guess I just wanted to say thanks, you helped a lot, and that we really were pretty alike afterall. I'm sorry for being a bit to, weird about everything too, I guess sometimes I try to hard for you to like me too, so, whatever.. thanks.
There are a few more that I would definately like to mention like this, but some of them wont be reading it, and I just can't continue to write stuff like that for now at least. Thank you all. Everyone, for this year.
Next year is going to still be great even without a few of my very best friends i've ever had. You all treated me with respect and thought nothing less of me even though I was younger and for during the course of the year, a bit immature, and kind of needy, this year has been a real rollercoaster, and thank you all for riding it with me.
haha, it's so funny to look back at my depressed posts, my happy posts, my pissed posts, evrything and just think to myself, that's in the past and look at me now. Life goes on. Seriously, I'm a completely different person, and for once in my life FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, I am actually doing what normal people are supposed to do, Love thyself. I love the new me. I don't look any differnet, but I sure feel like I do.
Also thanks to all teh people who I've only recently met, i'm sure we'll all help each other out unmeasurable amounts in teh years to come.
I remember posting a post about emtions and how I would like to emote them better and talk about them with people even. And how some people can do it so easily, and I said that I wasn't one of them. I've become one of them, and it feels damn good.
This feels like my "coming of age" post haha. Ok, I hope this meant something to anyone who read it, I sure feel great about it. I would rather you all not poke fun in any way shape or form, cos I will stab your throat with a rusty fork. : p seriously though, don't, I will be upset, unless it's in good taste haha.
Like I said there are a couple other people I would like to talk about, but I'll come to you : )