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I feel like intelligent scum now.
I spoke to tara.
Things are approaching resolution.
and have learned something from this situation.
The unresolved term that remains is Caitlin (the other girl I have mentioned).
I still feel something for her.
I wouldn't call it love, but that's probably because it hasn't had time to mature, and she's really beautiful.
This is why is suck to be a guy.
Sometimes you get tired of not listening to all your "unacceptable" thoughts, and have to act.
Well I did, and this experiment went horribly wrong.
I forgot I was experimenting.
That is was only supposed to be a game.
Now people will hurt, and cry because I wanted to play a game.
I don't think I like who I'm becoming.
I spoke to tara.
Things are approaching resolution.
and have learned something from this situation.
The unresolved term that remains is Caitlin (the other girl I have mentioned).
I still feel something for her.
I wouldn't call it love, but that's probably because it hasn't had time to mature, and she's really beautiful.
This is why is suck to be a guy.
Sometimes you get tired of not listening to all your "unacceptable" thoughts, and have to act.
Well I did, and this experiment went horribly wrong.
I forgot I was experimenting.
That is was only supposed to be a game.
Now people will hurt, and cry because I wanted to play a game.
I don't think I like who I'm becoming.