Oct 14, 2008 16:06
I have been disecting my brain this whole day trying to come up with the best decisions for me.
Today, i got a pass telling me i have been nominated to do the every 15 minutes program.
I was so scared at first, but then realized i really wanted to do this and make an impact in my friends lives, who don't always make the best decision when it comes to drinking and driving. I feel as though i owe it to Cody to do this.
Then I realized that unfortunately, every 15 minutes is also the weekend of the winter dance concert. We as a team have been practicing for this ever since july. It is a huge deal and it will be my last winter concert with my team.
Now torn between two decisions, i honestly have no idea what i am going to do. Winter concert will be so much fun and positive, while every 15 minutes will be extremely sad and hard for people around me, but life changing.
I have put so much thought into this that it feels like my brain is going to explode.
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