Sleep.
I feel like Im getting some kind of anxiety. I dont know why. I dont want to sleep lately. I feel that when I sleep Im totally alone in the world, which isnt something Im quite fond off. Its really weird. I always feel like I need to get something done, but sometimes the things i need to get done are not the right things that should be getting done, and then I get to a certain point in the night where Im so tired to do ANYTHING. And then I get sick of music, sick of waiting for something, sick of being tired, and I force myself to sleep. Its really bizarre.
Also Im worried that my knee is going to get worse. Its fine right now, but I just dont want anything bad to happen. Im doing physio on it a zillion times a day its crazy. Which part of me thinks that thats whats making it worse. Getting treatment is expensive. Shit. Ugh. OKk.
Forcing myself to sleep. Goodnight.
Also Im worried that my knee is going to get worse. Its fine right now, but I just dont want anything bad to happen. Im doing physio on it a zillion times a day its crazy. Which part of me thinks that thats whats making it worse. Getting treatment is expensive. Shit. Ugh. OKk.
Forcing myself to sleep. Goodnight.