Apr 24, 2005 19:51
Ok, so I take these things personally. Hmm.. Actually I take most things personally, but whatever, especially stuff like this, cause it hits home hard y'know, and I don't like it. I'm not upset, I'm almost just kinda angry, which is weird, cause normally I just get upset and then get over it pretty rapidly. Incase you hadn't realised, I'm just typing my thoughts... this won't make sense to most people/everyone and it won't to me come tomorrow. But y'know what, I'm not 100% sure you realise how I've taken this. Actually.. I lied earlier... I was upset before, and, for a change, I didn't just get over it. Most of me wants to just let this lie, but the other little bit thinks that if I do that then nothing will change and I'll be mad/upset about this for a very long time. I don;t really want you to know that it's upsetting me, cause then you might get upset and I love you and I don't want you to be upset. If you think this bits about you then you're probabaly wrong, but only probably. But then if you knew it was upsetting me then perhaps you'd quit it. Or maybe you wouldn't. Maybe I shouldn't be writing this. Maybe I'm just bored. Maybe I'm hoping it will make a difference, but what if that's the wrong difference??? Crap.
There's a hole in our ceiling that the plumber left when he came to fix the pipe. You think it would make more sense if he charged extra and sealed it up. Or maybe he's in cahoots with the local builder person and they make jobs for each other. Is that illegal?