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[_revenant_]

i feel so sick.

the tops of my wrists are going numb. its pulsing and throbbing through my arms. my joints in my arms and hands hurt .

dirty dirty dirty blood.

never cut something i cant fix.

uglystupidlamedestined todiealonefoolishnobetterthan anything.

i can hardly sit up and the pain is getting really bad..

i. am. nothing.

it hurts so bad. physical dependence is shit. i cant type anymore it hurts too much.