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I called him twice and left a pathetic, horribly sad message on his answering machine. Pleading for him to answer.

I texted him and he told me he'd talk to me after work.

I am a psycho.
I know it.
I know I've made it all worse.
I just can't control it.
I need to be able to get out of it somehow.
I guess I may say I just want him to tell me whats going on...but I still adore him and I guess this isn't the way to get him back.

I'm deciding to abstain from sex until I find the right guy.