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Why do I even fucking bother with him?!?
He wants us to be friends? He wants to know what he can do to make ammends? And now..he doesn't even seem to want to really be friends. God I can't believe I've allowed myself this. I feel so humiliated. I wish I could just get him out of my head. I'm so upset. I'm dissapointed. How can you care so much still, Meghan? It's obvious he really doesn't care.
He wants us to be friends? He wants to know what he can do to make ammends? And now..he doesn't even seem to want to really be friends. God I can't believe I've allowed myself this. I feel so humiliated. I wish I could just get him out of my head. I'm so upset. I'm dissapointed. How can you care so much still, Meghan? It's obvious he really doesn't care.