Dec 27, 2006 05:54
I feel really uncomfortable and unsatisfied right now.
Christmas was nice and everything has been so nice for me lately, but I have got that feeling and it is really beginning to eat at me.
It is really hard being lonely; not that I am completely alone, but I do not really have anyone to talk to.
Sure, I could call her... But what is the point?
I could spill a million times over and still feel this way about it all.
I want to, I want to, I want to...
There's really just no point.
I think I want to be alone, but I know as soon as I make that choice something more than likely will happen.
So, what do I continue to do?
I will continue holding on pathetically and desperately with some sort of hope.