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Is there anyone else out there that just looks at the update journal screen and thinks about a good way to open an entry about nothing of relevance? I do it constantly, I don't think there's ever been a time when I could just post without being concious of the words that are coming out and the fear that this word vomit wouldn't look like strained carrots.
The point is, I have no point. I've been up for over 3 hours and Erica went to work today at 6:30, I don't gotta work till noon, so I don't know what to do with myself. The internet has become less and less appealing and boring. I just don't care anymore, I come on to: check my mail, download music/movies, read about the red sox, and find out about good books. I barely sign on aim anymore because I don't talk to anyone, and I really really regret that because I feel like i'm closing my self off for no good reason aside from the fact that I can.
I'm just very disinterested in a lot of things rightnow.
Work's pretty cool, i'm working at a Sherwin Williams; ha! I sell paint! I was supposed to start as an asst manager but apparently they didn't have enough hours to have that position so they're calling me the 3rd key associate or some shit like that. Basically, in a few weeks i'll be closing the store and i'm already doing bank runs for deposists and stuff like that. It's a pretty alright job, it's slow at night (when I work) and I can bring my laptop and some books to read as long as I get the job done. Pay is Bi-Weekly and less than i'd like ($9) but I don't know, it's about $1.50 then I could hope to make anywhere else up here, regardless i'll probably try to get a second job until I get raise which will be anywhere from $.50 to $2.50 or something. I'd be happy with a buck, that's a long ways away.
Other news: I want to start a hardore band up here, like really. I'll be home the 23/24/25 for my sisters shower and shit, so I'm going to grab my guitars and amps and some other crap bring them up here and be serious about it, I know a guy who's been in some fairly successful grindbands and shit that wants to "sing" and he's got a drummer, shouldn't be too complicated right? with my luck, i'll just start a wannabe TBS band - which would also be really fun. I just want to play again on a regular basis and in front of people, i miss the feeling and the emotions that accompany it.
I'm growing a beard, have been for the last weeks and half, hopefully it'll be pretty nice looking when I get to RI so when I see some kids they'll be kind of surprised or something, all about looking stupid in public.
Uh, there's more? fuck, i need to clean. The only thing I miss about living in the dorms is my total willingness to leave the kitched a complete mess; I hate washing dishes - but we've been pretty fair about doing them lately switching off everyday. I'll probably clean up and empty the trash and sweep a bit. Yea. I don't know, I'm listening the Suicide Machines and i'd totally forgotten how good they were/are, the new album is fairly amazing although a little too preachy for my tastes, I still like it enough though. I bet Mindy would dig it, so maybe i'll make her a copy and send it?
Anyway, The overall point of this big long post was to say that I want to start having some pen pals, legit pen pals. I like writing letters/getting them - so If anyone wants to start trading letters and shit comment and let me know. I don't care if we don't know each other or if we're best friends, leave a comment if you're interested.
Getting a letter from a friend always brightens my mood a bit and I think it'd be kind of fun, i'm a slut for saving things so i'd probably save them for years and stumble across them one day and laugh. Balls and shit.
Seriously comment if interested, perks include: My Autograph, transcripts of song lyrics (taff), a guitar pic? book reccomendations and probably mix cd's as well.
JUMP ON THIS PEOPLE.
Oh worst thing about my job, I have to wear like "dressy" clothes, not super dressy just like khakis/chords and polo's, which is you know. Ok. But, It's a fucking paint store, I don't mind the polo's at all, I just wish I could wear jeans fucking paint. I don't want to ruing all my pants, so i'm just gonna wear the same two pairs regularly and wash them every other day or every other other day, I don't care if it's gross. Paint is a bitch to clean out, I also get a dope fucking discount - something like 40% off plus whatever sale is on, so I might repaint this apartment in the late summer, the living room is a bit too dark for my tastes, and we need to repaint the doorframes and cabinents.
This was probably pretty long.
comments about shit, please?
The point is, I have no point. I've been up for over 3 hours and Erica went to work today at 6:30, I don't gotta work till noon, so I don't know what to do with myself. The internet has become less and less appealing and boring. I just don't care anymore, I come on to: check my mail, download music/movies, read about the red sox, and find out about good books. I barely sign on aim anymore because I don't talk to anyone, and I really really regret that because I feel like i'm closing my self off for no good reason aside from the fact that I can.
I'm just very disinterested in a lot of things rightnow.
Work's pretty cool, i'm working at a Sherwin Williams; ha! I sell paint! I was supposed to start as an asst manager but apparently they didn't have enough hours to have that position so they're calling me the 3rd key associate or some shit like that. Basically, in a few weeks i'll be closing the store and i'm already doing bank runs for deposists and stuff like that. It's a pretty alright job, it's slow at night (when I work) and I can bring my laptop and some books to read as long as I get the job done. Pay is Bi-Weekly and less than i'd like ($9) but I don't know, it's about $1.50 then I could hope to make anywhere else up here, regardless i'll probably try to get a second job until I get raise which will be anywhere from $.50 to $2.50 or something. I'd be happy with a buck, that's a long ways away.
Other news: I want to start a hardore band up here, like really. I'll be home the 23/24/25 for my sisters shower and shit, so I'm going to grab my guitars and amps and some other crap bring them up here and be serious about it, I know a guy who's been in some fairly successful grindbands and shit that wants to "sing" and he's got a drummer, shouldn't be too complicated right? with my luck, i'll just start a wannabe TBS band - which would also be really fun. I just want to play again on a regular basis and in front of people, i miss the feeling and the emotions that accompany it.
I'm growing a beard, have been for the last weeks and half, hopefully it'll be pretty nice looking when I get to RI so when I see some kids they'll be kind of surprised or something, all about looking stupid in public.
Uh, there's more? fuck, i need to clean. The only thing I miss about living in the dorms is my total willingness to leave the kitched a complete mess; I hate washing dishes - but we've been pretty fair about doing them lately switching off everyday. I'll probably clean up and empty the trash and sweep a bit. Yea. I don't know, I'm listening the Suicide Machines and i'd totally forgotten how good they were/are, the new album is fairly amazing although a little too preachy for my tastes, I still like it enough though. I bet Mindy would dig it, so maybe i'll make her a copy and send it?
Anyway, The overall point of this big long post was to say that I want to start having some pen pals, legit pen pals. I like writing letters/getting them - so If anyone wants to start trading letters and shit comment and let me know. I don't care if we don't know each other or if we're best friends, leave a comment if you're interested.
Getting a letter from a friend always brightens my mood a bit and I think it'd be kind of fun, i'm a slut for saving things so i'd probably save them for years and stumble across them one day and laugh. Balls and shit.
Seriously comment if interested, perks include: My Autograph, transcripts of song lyrics (taff), a guitar pic? book reccomendations and probably mix cd's as well.
JUMP ON THIS PEOPLE.
Oh worst thing about my job, I have to wear like "dressy" clothes, not super dressy just like khakis/chords and polo's, which is you know. Ok. But, It's a fucking paint store, I don't mind the polo's at all, I just wish I could wear jeans fucking paint. I don't want to ruing all my pants, so i'm just gonna wear the same two pairs regularly and wash them every other day or every other other day, I don't care if it's gross. Paint is a bitch to clean out, I also get a dope fucking discount - something like 40% off plus whatever sale is on, so I might repaint this apartment in the late summer, the living room is a bit too dark for my tastes, and we need to repaint the doorframes and cabinents.
This was probably pretty long.
comments about shit, please?