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I have no idea why but it feels like this absurd amount of people have been getting in contact with me lately; kids I haven't talked to in months/years, and all of a sudden they want to hang out. It feels like everytime I make a big change in my life and influx of people get in touch with me, maybe that's how life works? people get a sense when something is changing and can't grasp onto it.
So many people have told me they're going to come up to montpelier this summer to hang out with me, but i know it'll probably just be Mindy or maybe Devin and that kind of makes me sad.
I get pretty sad sometimes, and pretty lonely.
It's pretty hard to deal with since i'm in this brand new place and don't really know anyone; I just hope i didn't make a mistake - not that I think i did or have, rather. I just.
i just think too much, and I miss the certainty of certain things.
I could really use some good friends.
So many people have told me they're going to come up to montpelier this summer to hang out with me, but i know it'll probably just be Mindy or maybe Devin and that kind of makes me sad.
I get pretty sad sometimes, and pretty lonely.
It's pretty hard to deal with since i'm in this brand new place and don't really know anyone; I just hope i didn't make a mistake - not that I think i did or have, rather. I just.
i just think too much, and I miss the certainty of certain things.
I could really use some good friends.