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Fuck I am pissed...what a weekend..I donno even how to feel..I feel like an ass..but also like shit like people are looking down on me..and I have to look up..I donno its confusing..last night was supposed to go soo good..but of course with my fucking luck it didn't......I don't even have anyone that i can call now either...fuck....people are pissed at me..and I can see why...I am an idiout..i am always the one to screw it up...whenever something good comes along..something always ruins it...BLAH....I donno to cry or scream..i wish i didn't screw it all up..Melissa I am soo happy for you...:) best of luck.....but..enough of this ranting..I am out..going to go to lay down maybe??