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There's no excuse for people like me.
Another try, another fail.
Another way to say no way.
Another coffin, another nail.
Now it's all I've wanted on the line
Now I know that I'm out of time
I could try out another excuse,
But, really, what's the use?

Another thing that I fucked up.
Another useless trial and error
Another way to screw things up.
Another scrape at the bottom of the barrel.
I'm tired of what I've said and done.
I've fought and yet I haven't won.
I could end this self-abuse,
But really what's the use?

I'm back to the doctor's on Thursday.
I can't help but feel defeated.