Dec 28, 2004 16:10
well i am extreamly bored wich is completley riddiculous because i have soooooo freakin much stuff i have to do(or should be doin)
i am working on a new name bc im tired of this one ...its old and stupid!
im not gonna tell neone what my new name is gonna be untill i can fix up the journal on that one
i have to go to johns little party thinggy in like a few minutes so i should be getting ready but instead im down here on this dum thing!
im not completley done packing yet (ive got a long way to go)i was gonna spend the night w/amber or her w/ me or something but i highly dout thats gonna happen b/c im SO STUPID AND AM NOT PACKED YET!!!!i have to be at the church at 6:00 tomarrow morning which means i have to be ready by 5:45. so that means im gonna need to get up at like 4:00 so i can get a shower.but if i get home at like 9:30 or w/e im gonna be to tired to pack anymore so ill have to wake up earlier than that so i can do laundry and FINISH PACKING!!!!!but im not gonna wanna get up cuz ill be to tired cuz we stayed up till like 4:30 this morning and i was gonna go take a nap but instead i came down here. i hate computers!!!!!!!
ok ive made up my mind.....
im not gonna be on here for a long time. im grounding myself from the computer cuz its getting in the way of alot of things and i alwase get in trouble for bein on it anywas.... so whats the use. im tired of not getting to do the things i wanna do bc id rather be on this gay thing instead...i like it how it used to be
i used to think these were dum and a waste of time and i usede to never ever get on the computer for any reason at all.gah i wish it was like that again
but that might be kinda hard to do cuz of the fact that i got a new computer for CHRISTmas....
i just need to think and get my life back on track...its not doing to good right now
its not bad..its just not like it should be
ok well goodbye
<3<3
abi