Jun 01, 2005 20:33
yo yeah. havnt had a real update in ages now, just kids fiesta stuff, and random bits of information. here it goes!
_Graduated tonight, it was boring, but quick. glad to get it over with.
_Tagged up jillians driveway with the squad yesterday for her birthday, since she tagged up my car and all.
_Tonight Rattlefish is sleeping over and we'll probly go to Megan's party.
_Bogey and Fattness are fighting all over my feet as i type this right now. fun.
Well the main reason i'm posting is to talk about this incredible girl, and tell the story of how we became to be how we are today. here it goes:
I had seen her around months and months ago at school, and always thought she was cute. Occationally while passing her in the hall and walking with laz, I would let out a "you are cute" loud, but indirectly to her... haha, i know, how brave of me.
So I ran into her at Ashley's Toga party months later and was formally introduced to her by Ashley. and ever since then we began to hang out. First as friends with her sister(Madd Libs), Ashley, and Matt. usually Beach it up or do fun random things... bowling movies and such. This began to be an every weekend thing. and i noticed i began looking foward to the weekends more and more. and over the course of those about 2 months. i fell for her, hard.
So i mustered up enough courage to tell her how i felt, and wonderfully enough she liked me too.
and so, a month ago, it began. and i have to tell you. it's been an absolutely amazing month. and is the month responisble for the greatest day of my life, the day after my birthday, where kathryn owned me for the day and took me out and it was the greatest. Whenever i am in need of a smile. that is the day i think of.
Seriously the time i spend with Kathryn i cherish to its fullest. she is the only person ive ever met who i can sit around and do absolutely nothing with all day long, and still have a good time without it being boring once. and we always find the most fun little things to do to pass the time. like blow up ant piles, or make ornaments for her dying hibiscus tree... haha. we play scrabble to, and for those of you who dont know... i run shit in scrabble. and to this date. Kathryn is the only person who consistantly beats me. when i informed drexler of this, he replied with "wow... you must marry this girl immediately" for drexler knows how serious that is, and has fallen victim to many a loss while enguaging in scrabble battles with me. sorry drex... P.S. your speech was amazing at graduation. my parents wouldnt shut up about how good it was.
so anyway. yeah. basically this girl is perfect for me, and is just what i need. she is the first girl who treats me back as well as i treat her, and i think thats good for me. she is beautiful, smart, has my kind of sence of humor, and is a kind, genuine person. It's weird... we say it alot, but the way we are with each other is as if we've known each other our whole lives. it's just so comfortable. nothing is forced.. we don't have to try in any aspect for us to work together. things just work perfectly on their own... we just mesh well. like puzzle pieces put together. Even the time i spend with her family is extremely comfortable as if i've known them for some time. it's weird, but in a very, very good way. i love things how they are. and i wouldnt change them for the world.
well actually i would change the fact that im leaving for college without her. i'd have to say that is something i think about alot. and is a constant source of that sick heavy feeling in my stomach. but hey. for those of you know know me... know that i always make the best of whatever situation i'm in, and if something means enough to me i do whatever it takes for it to be alright. and i look foward to the positives, like spending my summer with her, and it being super amazingtastic and all that good stuff. which im sure it will be.
well i just wanted to put it out, and let it be known. i havn't had the chance to post on hwo things have been lately, and as you can see. things have been perfect.
we OWN in hand and foot :)