School=Death
I'm severely overwhelmed by school this week. I have so much work to do it's not even funny. I have a math test tomorrow which I am not ready for although I actually tried studying this weekend. I just can't get it. I don't understand why. I see the work in front of me and I see teh explanation but it just doesn't click. I'm so frustrated about it too. Before every single math test that I took since grade 9 I would always ALWAYS have a break down. Like, I won't understand it and it brings me to tears, then my father starts yelling at me which makes it even worse cuz I'm not used to yelling back at him. Then I'm just so pisse off at math that I forget about it and end up pissing off other people because I can't do it on my own. This happened again tonight. I was literally in tears. I just can't get it.
Not only math but I have other subjects to do to. I have the civics assignments which are worth like 15% each but that doesnt really bother me all that much because she's stupid. But I have the History thing to do and I don't know whats wrong with me but I decided to do something really long and I have no time for it at all.
I spend all my time on my math and have no time for anything else so all my marks start to drop. The worse thing about all of this, is that I feel so bad complaining about it because I know that there are people who have busier schedules than I do and can still manage everything. ARG! God I hate my life. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up.
On the bright side, I saw a bunny in the morning.
Not only math but I have other subjects to do to. I have the civics assignments which are worth like 15% each but that doesnt really bother me all that much because she's stupid. But I have the History thing to do and I don't know whats wrong with me but I decided to do something really long and I have no time for it at all.
I spend all my time on my math and have no time for anything else so all my marks start to drop. The worse thing about all of this, is that I feel so bad complaining about it because I know that there are people who have busier schedules than I do and can still manage everything. ARG! God I hate my life. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up.
On the bright side, I saw a bunny in the morning.