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wow once again its been a while since my last update so much has been going on well my mom is outa town and she'll be home 2morrow:/ derek has been here every night to keep me company<3 sam nd manders were here too i fucking love those 2! anyway i did cleaning for the past 2 days making sure everything is ready for my mom to get home...i have 4 bags of gara=bage and 2 boxes of beer! so i def. had a good time while she was away!
my derek- well lets just say i dont think i was ever in love..he makes me feel special, pretty, and im just so comfortable around him we almost had sex but the condom wouldnt fit:/ then i got my fucking period so yuh we gata wait even longer but anywho..he makes me so happy weve been together since sept. 18th(his b-day) and wee havnt gone a day without seeing eachother its crazy. he relle does make me 2nd think myself when i said i was in love with josh now im thinking it was just a lil stupid crush its crazy! last night i think was the best night weve ever had just the 2 of us in the bed he was just making me smile and laugh and being goofy it was such a good feeling i couldnt even sleep i couldnt stop thinking about him and how happy i am with him. hes umpiring i dunno how to spell it..well hes doing that at a baseball game till prolly like 5 so i wont see him all day but we are going mudding tonight so thats exciting i love being with him!<3 i just hope things stay this way and ill be the luckiest and happiest girl in the world beacuse derek is amazing! :)
im getting my g.e.d. then goin to BCC but i gata get a full-time job cuz im getting a truck yes nigga's im getting a truck a ford ranger 4X4 so ill fly through the mud while all the other big monster trucks get stuck! so yes guess you can say im pretty fucking excited!
well my sam is almost here and we are going to get some food cuz im relle relle hungry kay...bye!<3
heather nd derek 9/18/05
my derek- well lets just say i dont think i was ever in love..he makes me feel special, pretty, and im just so comfortable around him we almost had sex but the condom wouldnt fit:/ then i got my fucking period so yuh we gata wait even longer but anywho..he makes me so happy weve been together since sept. 18th(his b-day) and wee havnt gone a day without seeing eachother its crazy. he relle does make me 2nd think myself when i said i was in love with josh now im thinking it was just a lil stupid crush its crazy! last night i think was the best night weve ever had just the 2 of us in the bed he was just making me smile and laugh and being goofy it was such a good feeling i couldnt even sleep i couldnt stop thinking about him and how happy i am with him. hes umpiring i dunno how to spell it..well hes doing that at a baseball game till prolly like 5 so i wont see him all day but we are going mudding tonight so thats exciting i love being with him!<3 i just hope things stay this way and ill be the luckiest and happiest girl in the world beacuse derek is amazing! :)
im getting my g.e.d. then goin to BCC but i gata get a full-time job cuz im getting a truck yes nigga's im getting a truck a ford ranger 4X4 so ill fly through the mud while all the other big monster trucks get stuck! so yes guess you can say im pretty fucking excited!
well my sam is almost here and we are going to get some food cuz im relle relle hungry kay...bye!<3
heather nd derek 9/18/05