Progressness
I haven't been to school in two days, I'm not planning to go tomorow either.
Raar.
June 7th, June 7th. Let it be June 7th already !!! Avenged Sevenfold releases their third album. I cannot wait. This is painful.
Tomorow I think I will watch videos all day. And I will try to get a smoke in.
Today my mom took the day off so I went to her place and slept for like five hours straight. I am not sleepy at all right now. I hate it wen my parents take off work just for me. I am fine god damit, I am never not fine although I may seem like the physco gurl I am.
I am trying to make my parents quit my therapy sessions. I am working on it.
I think about it and I didn't eat anything today except one little peanut butter cookie that my mom made. And I drank crystal light and a Starbucks. I had a cup of coffee too. I feel like planning out tomorow's meal plan. So here it is.
Starbucks grande light blended espresso frappacino (140cals)
Crystal light (5cals)
Coffee with a little milk (20cals?)
I don't mind the calories from Starbucks. As long as I don't eat any solid food and I stay under 200cals I'm fine. I didn't throw up today, which is good. I usually throw up everyday. Sometimes even two or three times a day. Not anymore though. I can't binge becus my dad put the food away. So I won't ever half to eat again. Okay I'll stop now, good night.
Raar.
June 7th, June 7th. Let it be June 7th already !!! Avenged Sevenfold releases their third album. I cannot wait. This is painful.
Tomorow I think I will watch videos all day. And I will try to get a smoke in.
Today my mom took the day off so I went to her place and slept for like five hours straight. I am not sleepy at all right now. I hate it wen my parents take off work just for me. I am fine god damit, I am never not fine although I may seem like the physco gurl I am.
I am trying to make my parents quit my therapy sessions. I am working on it.
I think about it and I didn't eat anything today except one little peanut butter cookie that my mom made. And I drank crystal light and a Starbucks. I had a cup of coffee too. I feel like planning out tomorow's meal plan. So here it is.
Starbucks grande light blended espresso frappacino (140cals)
Crystal light (5cals)
Coffee with a little milk (20cals?)
I don't mind the calories from Starbucks. As long as I don't eat any solid food and I stay under 200cals I'm fine. I didn't throw up today, which is good. I usually throw up everyday. Sometimes even two or three times a day. Not anymore though. I can't binge becus my dad put the food away. So I won't ever half to eat again. Okay I'll stop now, good night.