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So it's a new year, thank God I'm still here with the ppl I love.
New Year's was realllyy fuunnn. I got reaaaalllllyyy trashed and I kinda don't remember much. I don't even remember smoking pot but I did? Oh w/e. Pretty fucking fun.
I have such a fucking toothache. I have a really bad cavity and it's killing me. But I don't have money to get it fixed so I don't know what to do.
I already quit my job. I need a new job asap. Like right now. I can't believe I actually quit. I'm such a chicken for these things.
I was reallllyyy sad today/last night. I had a terrible time at the club because I felt lonely. I even left by myself because I couldn't deal with myself. I am really considering not going out anymore because I have been going out clubbing for over a year now and nothing. I haven't met anyone, I haven't kissed anyone in forever, and I am just wasting money on outfits and drinks. But if I don't go out, what do I do? I really won't meet anyone staying home. I guess I am going to really concentrate on school and work for now.
I swear on my life I will not talk to Robert at all this year.
So I have been sex free for three months and a week. Time flies. I wonder when will be the next time I have sex, and with who. I haven't been desperate for it yet, if I wanted to have sex I could because Robert occasionally texts me with some dumb shit but I'm not that desperate.
I really want to pay off my credit cards asap. I need to know how to manage my money. I never know how much money I have or where it goes.
I am really excited for Ultra Music Festival and all the things that come with it.
Long enough.
New Year's was realllyy fuunnn. I got reaaaalllllyyy trashed and I kinda don't remember much. I don't even remember smoking pot but I did? Oh w/e. Pretty fucking fun.
I have such a fucking toothache. I have a really bad cavity and it's killing me. But I don't have money to get it fixed so I don't know what to do.
I already quit my job. I need a new job asap. Like right now. I can't believe I actually quit. I'm such a chicken for these things.
I was reallllyyy sad today/last night. I had a terrible time at the club because I felt lonely. I even left by myself because I couldn't deal with myself. I am really considering not going out anymore because I have been going out clubbing for over a year now and nothing. I haven't met anyone, I haven't kissed anyone in forever, and I am just wasting money on outfits and drinks. But if I don't go out, what do I do? I really won't meet anyone staying home. I guess I am going to really concentrate on school and work for now.
I swear on my life I will not talk to Robert at all this year.
So I have been sex free for three months and a week. Time flies. I wonder when will be the next time I have sex, and with who. I haven't been desperate for it yet, if I wanted to have sex I could because Robert occasionally texts me with some dumb shit but I'm not that desperate.
I really want to pay off my credit cards asap. I need to know how to manage my money. I never know how much money I have or where it goes.
I am really excited for Ultra Music Festival and all the things that come with it.
Long enough.