holler.
Its approx. 12 am, I have school early in the morning tomorrow, but I am not sleepy. I keep watching Sex and the City and like getting really sad. lol. Well some important things have happen to me since I last written. I am not with Robert anymore, and never will be again. I tried making things work with him in the beginning of the year but we don't work. He came over my house, bitched at my parents and just tried to make me stay with him. Didn't work. He texted my parents telling them I'm on drugs, and is currently trying to get with someone else named Celia. I should totally hate him, but I don't. I miss him. Even with all the terrible events that occured in our relationship, I still miss him and care for him. Everyone I know hates him. I should too. We text each other back and forth sometimes just to see how we're doing, but if we try talking on the phone, it turns into a huge argument. He's crazy. I just feel bad for him, he's really depressed about life and stuff and I don't want him to feel bad. He's constantly asking me like why don't I just be with him, if I loved him I would just be there. I do love him, but I don't know. I wonder if we can be friends with benefits. :x
On other news, I've been partying my tail off. Like every weekend. I've been to fucking every club and shit just trying to have good time. I did have a great time this weekend at Bricks. I got so fucking wasted, I don't even remember half the shit I did. Being single is cool because I have gotten in contact with old friends, and like its cool not having to tell someone what you're doing and where you're going. It's just freeing to be by yourself sometimes. So I'm going to continue partying but this time I won't let it affect my grades.
School is going straight. I have gone every day so far, I got a B in my first essay, and 3 wrong in my first quiz. I start school at 10 so it's not so bad. I have no friends in class, but whatever I'm trying to learn, not make bff's. I really hope I do in school.
Work sucks. I need another job that pays more! help.
Yesterday was my mom's birthday! the big 5-0. I don't anyone to get older.
God my family room smells like weed. natalie smoked in the backyard, walked back in and now it reeks. I don't want my mom to smell it, she has a really good nose.
My dad bought us a computer.
alright that's all.
On other news, I've been partying my tail off. Like every weekend. I've been to fucking every club and shit just trying to have good time. I did have a great time this weekend at Bricks. I got so fucking wasted, I don't even remember half the shit I did. Being single is cool because I have gotten in contact with old friends, and like its cool not having to tell someone what you're doing and where you're going. It's just freeing to be by yourself sometimes. So I'm going to continue partying but this time I won't let it affect my grades.
School is going straight. I have gone every day so far, I got a B in my first essay, and 3 wrong in my first quiz. I start school at 10 so it's not so bad. I have no friends in class, but whatever I'm trying to learn, not make bff's. I really hope I do in school.
Work sucks. I need another job that pays more! help.
Yesterday was my mom's birthday! the big 5-0. I don't anyone to get older.
God my family room smells like weed. natalie smoked in the backyard, walked back in and now it reeks. I don't want my mom to smell it, she has a really good nose.
My dad bought us a computer.
alright that's all.