Haha Bitches ! Boring entry

Oct 04, 2005 23:37

Instead of writing an essay on a campus activity I have been involved in, I decided to do an update. My updates always suck because nothing too exciting really happens to me other than the norm.

I feel like my life is soo routined lately. It goes a little something like this---

Every weekday I call Natalie and Kristy around 7:30 or 8 in the morning, to wke them up and rush them. They pick me up, and we ride out to school. I am stuck in the car dying of second hand smoke because Kristy smokes a minimum of four cigarettes every morning. ( the minute she gets into the car, when I walk into the car, when we hit the highway, and right before we get to school.) The smell of Newports in the morning is unbearable. We then get to class where I am nearly slapping myself in the face to stay up. It's impossible, college is soo boring. The teachers all speak in a monotone voice, the seats are cushioned and the a.c is just right. How can you not fall asleep?? After school, we usually hit up Starbucks where I refuse to spend any money at because 3.58 for a frappucino is wayy too expensive. I don't know how I managed to buy one everyday my senior year. After school, I usually go home and sleep til like 6, or work, or lay around in Natalie's house til I get soo bored I fall asleep. Then I complain about how much homework I need to do, yet I waste my day away sleeping.
My weekends have also become very routined. I die of boredom on friday nights because I have an early saturday class which I cannot miss. Saturday nights, I get out of work, scramble around for a decent outfit to wear ( always a skimpy top with my skirt or jeans), and then meet up with kristy, lauren and/or nat. I spend money on either smirnoffs or split a bottle with kristy. I anxiously await a phone call from this dickface as we are driving to the clubs. I either get drunk /really drunk/ buzzed, dance my ass off with my girls and friends that i see in the club, then either drunk dial, or pick up when this guy calls me hoping to meet up with him somewhere so we can make out. lol.
I am getting really bored. This sucks. This usually happens, my life becomes kinda boring then i get reallly bored and blah. I am kinda sick and tired of the same conversations I have everyday. Like i love everyone to death, but fuck I can only talk about the same subject so many times. I don't even know what to say anymore. I find myself talking about school, boys, myspace and weekends everyday. It's lame. I need some excitement, I don't know..

I sound really depressed. But I'm not, I swear! I'm just bored, I need like a boyfriend or something.

Saturday night was one of the scariest nights of my life. I saw like 6 car crashes right in front of me. It was really bad. My sister had like a panic attack, it was really late, and david's car got really fucked up. =\ sucks.
I'm really sleepy, fuck that essay.
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