Apr 13, 2009 19:03
I'm moving back!
I feel that there are too many things here that are still me, even though I have outgrown a lot of emotions and feeling by now, but I can't make the break away! Like an inseverable umbilical cord haha :D
I'm currently surrounded by weddings!! Everyone seems to be getting married; and the other day I was at my sis's jie mei meeting, everyone bar one (and me) were either married or pending. Makes me want to get married also leh! Haha, but am impaired by pratical and financial considerations. Seriously, I don't want to get married before having a stable income, and enough savings to make it a wonderful event! Though K doesn't care about all the trival formalities (oxymoron??), but as a girl, who doesn't dream of a wedding fit for a princess right! There was a stage some months ago where I was deeply embroiled in wedding envy, but I'm *almost* out of it by now haha. It's going to feel weird when my sis moves out though ): But I'm really happy that she got such a good husband laa! I mean she orders him around all the time but he doesn't mind! At least not from what I can see haha. But even though my jie fu is a man of little words, I can tell that he will really take care of my sis, because I've never really seen many major blowouts between them! K and I used to have quite turbulent times, but I really don't know why after I came back from Oz we have just been happy happy happy and I guess I don't really expect much anymore; just happy to be with him! :D
Actually I should be studying now instead of blogging (and playing mousehunt and restaurant city and taking endless fb quizzes)!! Management is probably one of the most redundant subjects I have ever studied grarrr it is such a complete WASTE OF TIME. Seriously I don't know how people in business modules survive yuck. >