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I won't be going down to breakfast tomorrow, so please don't worry if I don't show up. Just a bit tired.
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I had another nightmare the night before it happened. It has to be a coincidence, right? It's never happened so close before. It's... All in my head. There is no way my dream... No. No.
I can't fall asleep, my hand is hurting. I took my time getting back to the common room because I wanted to make sure everyone would make it back safely, but I just... It's... bothering me. I was distracted, ended up cutting my hand by accident. But I can't bring myself to go to the Hospital Wing. Not for something like this. Do I deserve it?
I just want to forget it. I don't want to understand. I just want...
A student is dead. Is it my fault for not wanting to understand?
... Am I responsible?
Private
I had another nightmare the night before it happened. It has to be a coincidence, right? It's never happened so close before. It's... All in my head. There is no way my dream... No. No.
I can't fall asleep, my hand is hurting. I took my time getting back to the common room because I wanted to make sure everyone would make it back safely, but I just... It's... bothering me. I was distracted, ended up cutting my hand by accident. But I can't bring myself to go to the Hospital Wing. Not for something like this. Do I deserve it?
I just want to forget it. I don't want to understand. I just want...
A student is dead. Is it my fault for not wanting to understand?
... Am I responsible?