life isnt a garden.....stop being a ho.
Note to self: I miss you terriably
And im sick of this scene.
I think im finally in control of my life. Mabye finally isnt the correct term to use...whatever it is, i dought its a good thing. I realize how dependent i am on my family. I dont like that feeling. I love my family but now that im getting older and taking on more responsibilities then i want to, i feel like im using them. even with my friends i noticed the attitude change. My outlook on my life in general has a different perspective. My friends&family has helped me become what i am on so many different levels.
Ronda helped me to relize that you dont have to rush what you dont need no matter how much you want it. she has something i dont have, and thats strenth. ( ha,physicly and mentaly...thats not the point here) you dont always have to make decisions right then and there...you have all the time in the world. its your life.
Dorothy helped me to relize that well, you dont always get what you want and you have to accept it and deal. she deals with things pretty good for the most part considering whats happened. Also, you can be who you want. you can wear what you want. fitting in isnt always the trendy thing to do.
Pam will always be there for me. that helps me in more ways then one. if she makes a promise to me, she'll damned sure keep it. <3.
Of course my familys always here fo me too.
So. what im going to do is..Take the time to really think about how important people are to me. im going to do what i want, if you dont like it...fuck off. I wont tend to lean on people as much as they lean on me...however, when the situations are reversed...at least i know iv got the FEW WHO STAY TRUE* ^love you guys.
And im sick of this scene.
I think im finally in control of my life. Mabye finally isnt the correct term to use...whatever it is, i dought its a good thing. I realize how dependent i am on my family. I dont like that feeling. I love my family but now that im getting older and taking on more responsibilities then i want to, i feel like im using them. even with my friends i noticed the attitude change. My outlook on my life in general has a different perspective. My friends&family has helped me become what i am on so many different levels.
Ronda helped me to relize that you dont have to rush what you dont need no matter how much you want it. she has something i dont have, and thats strenth. ( ha,physicly and mentaly...thats not the point here) you dont always have to make decisions right then and there...you have all the time in the world. its your life.
Dorothy helped me to relize that well, you dont always get what you want and you have to accept it and deal. she deals with things pretty good for the most part considering whats happened. Also, you can be who you want. you can wear what you want. fitting in isnt always the trendy thing to do.
Pam will always be there for me. that helps me in more ways then one. if she makes a promise to me, she'll damned sure keep it. <3.
Of course my familys always here fo me too.
So. what im going to do is..Take the time to really think about how important people are to me. im going to do what i want, if you dont like it...fuck off. I wont tend to lean on people as much as they lean on me...however, when the situations are reversed...at least i know iv got the FEW WHO STAY TRUE* ^love you guys.