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I've been doing a lot of thinking lately i guess... along with just hanging out, working, having fun, living life.
me josh and shane went in his pool the other night after work... i had put on brians bathing suit and one of shanes shirts... i felt like such a boy. haha. *shrug*
josh...is treating me awesome...and it's weird, i mean, he reminds me a lot of shane i guess, or maybe it's just cos he's not a typical asshole guy to me. no fighting, no drama... well with dan there was no fighting either but that all ended in bullshit excuses, thanks, asshole. now apparently you've got some WICKED busted clown chick. hahah. i laugh. he slept over tuesday and wednesday... and it rocked, cos i could look stupid and be retarded and he couldn't care less. he treats me awesome, he likes me for me, he doesn't care what i look like, even though hes 22-he's got his little kid side still, likes decent music-i'll get him into better stuff :), he gets along with my friends, no fighting, no drama, etc.
anyways,
this boy's slowlying winning me over, but i'm holding back...... i don't know why. *shrug*
it's a different feeling.
<3<3<3
florida in august with the boy to visit his mom, woo.
so i totally have been craving marshmello pies... and i bought them yesterday, they wern't like i remembered...but i was excited... haha. loserfacemara.
everyone always asks me about college... yeah... i'll go, eventually. i'm kinda liking just hanging out and working. :)
why...why...why do i still have the same feelings for you, dan? getoutofmyhead.
Sometimes in life you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you cant stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. Someone who doesn't care what you'll look like, they'll be there for you, whenever. Someone who you can be a complete fool around and they'll still laugh with you. ETC.
-->Shaneeee Cassssidddyyy. Kid, i love you to death. Thinking lately made me realize i've never had a friend like you, i really havn't. You're jsut down right awesome buddaayy. You're always making me laugh, keeping me happy, keeping me in the right direction. Every time that i see you, which is pretty much every day, there's new memories that i know there will be more of. woo... so, out of all this ramblinlg and stupid stuff, i just wanted to say a simple... thank you for everything. :)
so... i FINALLY get to see miss kati fallon today, i'm stoked. not sure what's up for the day with her... but i'll be meeting new people, going new places. woo woo. <3
kay, leave comments or something exciting...
like plans for the summer? :)
♥
me josh and shane went in his pool the other night after work... i had put on brians bathing suit and one of shanes shirts... i felt like such a boy. haha. *shrug*
josh...is treating me awesome...and it's weird, i mean, he reminds me a lot of shane i guess, or maybe it's just cos he's not a typical asshole guy to me. no fighting, no drama... well with dan there was no fighting either but that all ended in bullshit excuses, thanks, asshole. now apparently you've got some WICKED busted clown chick. hahah. i laugh. he slept over tuesday and wednesday... and it rocked, cos i could look stupid and be retarded and he couldn't care less. he treats me awesome, he likes me for me, he doesn't care what i look like, even though hes 22-he's got his little kid side still, likes decent music-i'll get him into better stuff :), he gets along with my friends, no fighting, no drama, etc.
anyways,
this boy's slowlying winning me over, but i'm holding back...... i don't know why. *shrug*
it's a different feeling.
<3<3<3
florida in august with the boy to visit his mom, woo.
so i totally have been craving marshmello pies... and i bought them yesterday, they wern't like i remembered...but i was excited... haha. loserfacemara.
everyone always asks me about college... yeah... i'll go, eventually. i'm kinda liking just hanging out and working. :)
why...why...why do i still have the same feelings for you, dan? getoutofmyhead.
Sometimes in life you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you cant stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. Someone who doesn't care what you'll look like, they'll be there for you, whenever. Someone who you can be a complete fool around and they'll still laugh with you. ETC.
-->Shaneeee Cassssidddyyy. Kid, i love you to death. Thinking lately made me realize i've never had a friend like you, i really havn't. You're jsut down right awesome buddaayy. You're always making me laugh, keeping me happy, keeping me in the right direction. Every time that i see you, which is pretty much every day, there's new memories that i know there will be more of. woo... so, out of all this ramblinlg and stupid stuff, i just wanted to say a simple... thank you for everything. :)
so... i FINALLY get to see miss kati fallon today, i'm stoked. not sure what's up for the day with her... but i'll be meeting new people, going new places. woo woo. <3
kay, leave comments or something exciting...
like plans for the summer? :)
♥