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This weekend's been weird... because... i have NO idea what's going on... is this all a bunch of bullshit like i should believe it to be? or is he telling me the truth? AH. stress=boo. i don't like when things fuck with my head, especially not this. i guess i see where he's coming from on... it's hard to chose who to believe, etc.
Thursday was boring. School and then work. Woo. Well, i got the pleasure of hanging out with Shane, Brian and Heather for like... an hour. I got a worm thrown down my pants. Hah. Ahh.
Friday was... i don't know. Weird? I'm not describing in detail things that went on because... i don't know, not the whole world needs to know. BUT... we arn't back together, but we arn't at each others throats. I'm not sure i should listen to him when he still says ' i love you ' and all those things that WERE said the other night... i've never really seen him act like that... and how i didn't even bring anything up... he said he's going to call that chick that he was supposed to go to prom with and tell her he's not going with her anymore. I DONT KNOW. i'm not sure if i'm going to prom or not... or what's up with any situation right now. confusing. yes.
Anyways, so... went to school, had a pretty decent day. Hung out with Shane for a while and then Amanda showed up<3 Brian and his creepy girlfriend came by... then ian and shane sopher showed up. I wish i had gotten to drink. But, i'm not driving like that. So. I didn't make a stupid decision for once. Then i had to go home for a little while... and dan was supposed to still put in my cd player in my car, but it was too dark and i need another wire to it or something. so he put in his subs to his truck... and i don't know. it was weird after that, but i'm not saying i minded it... i just didn't expect it, i guess. coffee was had too. yay for coffee.
i have no idea what i'm saying right now because i've been running on lack of sleep for a while. gross. so, sorry for ranting.
saturday morning i was told to go over early, so i guess around 730 i went to wake him up. left around 9 cos he was goign to his dad's to work on his truck. so, i went to the mall and spent all my $220 on clothes, a bathing suit, underwear and some socks. i have to go shopping more for summer stuff and stuff for hawaii. woo. i can't wait to goooo. and i want summer here. did chores around the house, slept, went to work and then went to dan's for a little while and we just sat in my car and talked. *shrug*
graduation is coming up... and it seems so weird.... like i shouldn't be graduating yet or something because i just started, but i didn't. :)
work stresses me out, i can't stand half the people that are there and just... i don't know, a lot of things piss me off there but i can't quit because i need the money. i have to hostess this weekend, i don't do hostessing... so, we'll see how that goes... they better let me out early. and i'm working 5 days over vacation, ghey. whatever, i guess it's more money.
i keep getting sick... i took my antibiotics, finished them and i was fine, now my glands are swollen again and my throat hurts. BOO.
kati fallon, marry me?
i'm going to start running today... i guess... hah, we'll see how that goes.
hey, so, my friends are the dopest kids around, clearly. [especially a select few, you should know who you are] ♥ ♥ ♥
ahh... way too long of a rant, there's other things i need to say and that are on my mind, but i'll keep them to myself.
i'm checking out. pz.
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Thursday was boring. School and then work. Woo. Well, i got the pleasure of hanging out with Shane, Brian and Heather for like... an hour. I got a worm thrown down my pants. Hah. Ahh.
Friday was... i don't know. Weird? I'm not describing in detail things that went on because... i don't know, not the whole world needs to know. BUT... we arn't back together, but we arn't at each others throats. I'm not sure i should listen to him when he still says ' i love you ' and all those things that WERE said the other night... i've never really seen him act like that... and how i didn't even bring anything up... he said he's going to call that chick that he was supposed to go to prom with and tell her he's not going with her anymore. I DONT KNOW. i'm not sure if i'm going to prom or not... or what's up with any situation right now. confusing. yes.
Anyways, so... went to school, had a pretty decent day. Hung out with Shane for a while and then Amanda showed up<3 Brian and his creepy girlfriend came by... then ian and shane sopher showed up. I wish i had gotten to drink. But, i'm not driving like that. So. I didn't make a stupid decision for once. Then i had to go home for a little while... and dan was supposed to still put in my cd player in my car, but it was too dark and i need another wire to it or something. so he put in his subs to his truck... and i don't know. it was weird after that, but i'm not saying i minded it... i just didn't expect it, i guess. coffee was had too. yay for coffee.
i have no idea what i'm saying right now because i've been running on lack of sleep for a while. gross. so, sorry for ranting.
saturday morning i was told to go over early, so i guess around 730 i went to wake him up. left around 9 cos he was goign to his dad's to work on his truck. so, i went to the mall and spent all my $220 on clothes, a bathing suit, underwear and some socks. i have to go shopping more for summer stuff and stuff for hawaii. woo. i can't wait to goooo. and i want summer here. did chores around the house, slept, went to work and then went to dan's for a little while and we just sat in my car and talked. *shrug*
graduation is coming up... and it seems so weird.... like i shouldn't be graduating yet or something because i just started, but i didn't. :)
work stresses me out, i can't stand half the people that are there and just... i don't know, a lot of things piss me off there but i can't quit because i need the money. i have to hostess this weekend, i don't do hostessing... so, we'll see how that goes... they better let me out early. and i'm working 5 days over vacation, ghey. whatever, i guess it's more money.
i keep getting sick... i took my antibiotics, finished them and i was fine, now my glands are swollen again and my throat hurts. BOO.
kati fallon, marry me?
i'm going to start running today... i guess... hah, we'll see how that goes.
hey, so, my friends are the dopest kids around, clearly. [especially a select few, you should know who you are] ♥ ♥ ♥
ahh... way too long of a rant, there's other things i need to say and that are on my mind, but i'll keep them to myself.
i'm checking out. pz.
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