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So today sucked. Well it was mine and ashley's 5 month annaversiry today and she break's up with me. that made me feel good let me tell ya the girl i love breaking up with me. i am so sick of people geting close to me and saying that they love me then hurt me i mean am i really that bad of a person do i deserve all of this? i mean i know that i'm an ass hole right WTF i can't stand geting hurt fuck this shit what ever i don't think that i will be dating again for a long time i mean what's the point you date someone and everything you do or say they twist in to something else like the complet oppisit of what your saying my friend J pointed that out to me today i thought it was just me that thought that but when i went walking with him he said something about it so i know i was not just imagining it.
Well on a bighter note i might get to start taking a A+ certification class so that will be cool and i also have a great new job that i love well i think i am going to end this here have a good one peace