I hate it
I hate the way my life works. I get excited, i have a good time. then something someone says, or the tone in which someone speaks to me makes me wonder if im just in a dream world, if all that i was just happy about is just in my head and everything really sucks. then i think why cant i just understand something, anything. why does everything have to but a big mistery. why cant i know whats going on. why cant i trust,please i just want to understand. Life like this is just plain unbareable. IM SO DEPRESSED ive never seen myself like this. i hate every minute of it