Aug 15, 2004 22:38
I'd been really down after Ab turned me down, and then Dylan, that exquisite vampire. It was as if their coldness drove deeper the current coldness of hell itself. I am so alone here, I suppose it is the price I pay for a lifetime of seeking vengeance.
And yet, yesterday, the hellgod I feared actually spoke kindly to me, listened to my tale of woe. It was sweet, it made me feel a little bit loved, especially when he hugged me. Sure, my head fell off, but he brushed the snow off so gently, that I had to smile. That wonderful Seth! I feel badly now that I tried to beat him up. Perhaps hell isn't such a cold place after all.