30 Days of Chastity #2
Night One
My first night of chasisty, spent it first for a couple hours in the company of my two best friends Pete Gallo and Kate Hansleman playing the latest Hitman game for the XBOX 360. Pete and Kate rarely get me horny due to them being so in love that it sometimes makes me sick and or jealous (in the friendly sense of things). So all in all it was a good couple of hours playing Hitman, making fun of Kate's lack of gaming skills and carrying out my vendetta against the drunken santa on the level of Hitman that we were playing. I've always felt (if I'm in a good mood) very beatnik when I'm with Pete and Kate but tonight not so much, then again The Beats didn't have XBOX 360 hell they didn't even have "Pong" yet.
After parting ways with Pete and Kate I headed home in the mood for baseball, and that's what I watched for the next 3 hours or so. The Boston Red Sox once again kicked the Washington Nationals (formerly the Montreal Expos) asses 9-3 on a David Ortiz grandslam and six impressive innings from rookie pitcher John Lester who struck out ten. Now I love the Red Sox alot, they're very much a part of my summers but they certainly don't give me a hard-on. Oh yeah during the game I decided during the game to get tickets off of StubHub.com for a game next week against the New York Mets on the the grounds that 1 it's my birthday June 29th and B there's a a good chance I could see Pedro Martinez pitch against Curt Schilling in his first game back at Fenway Park since leaving last year for the Mets. Either Pete or my mother will be joining me for the game out in center field with the bleacher bums (Fuck the New York Yankees and their bleacher creatures). So the 29th is looking pretty damn good even if I paid $80 for a $12 ticket, fucking scalpers...
Now by 10:30 I usually retire to my room for the evening to chat on AIM and to get off, but tonight I figured I'd watch something that would defiently not get me horny, and that movie was "Camelot". "Camelot" was a movie I watched a lot when I was a little kid and it tonight at the age of 20 I could see it's little kid appeal, or another appeal that I'd rather not go into but I'm sure the "Queer Eye For The Straight Guy" guys would if you know what I mean. Surely I didn't find Franco Nero singing Cest Moi sexually appealing at all but I'm sure the "Queer Eye Guys" would have or they would have bitched about his extremely bad hair or his equally bad wardrobe. The again they probably would have burned those guys at the stake back in those times, for if they were crowned king they would proclaim themselfs queen!
Anyway I grew bored with "Camelot" and finally retired to my room to chat on AIM and not get off. It's still only 12:38, maybe I'll give Pete and Kate a call I hope they answer....
Sent Kate a text on her cell cause Pete's is lost hope I get a... Got a reply that they're going to sleep, so I text Kate back "Stella Comedy" style saying that I'll make the coffee and Kate replies with the "How was the ass fucking?" line which she knows damn well is my line to say cause her and Pete are the only ones doing the ass fucking, so I text her back telling her this and also that this is all going in the book, to which I probably won't get a reply, because I'm sure they're ass fucking by now.
Pee break.
On my pee break I think to myself how odd it's going to be that the only thing I'll be using my cock for for the next 29 days is for peeing but I suppose that's a good thing...
Haven't had a hard-on yet today or tonight.
Yes I'm fairly sure that Kate and Pete are ass fucking now...
Cat Stevens on the retro record player right now, don't get me started on his current status right now, that would turn into at least two or three sentences...
Newsflash: Carson Daily is still not funny!
2:00 AM all's not hard.
FUCK CYBER SLUTS!
The following convo is in regard to a girl I met and cybered with on here she had read some of my poetry and wanted to fuck me just because she loved the way I looked and the poetry I wrote this is her response to my 30 days of chastity
CrazyJustin1804: Hey
windedblinkey: hi
CrazyJustin1804: http://crazyjustin1685.livejournal.com/71950.html#cutid1
CrazyJustin1804: that's important
CrazyJustin1804: please read
windedblinkey: i shall
CrazyJustin1804: like now please if you're not busy
windedblinkey: i am
CrazyJustin1804: ok
windedblinkey: hmm very interesting
windedblinkey: so is this starting now?
CrazyJustin1804: Yes
windedblinkey: well i can't be doing the online sex thing anymore either
windedblinkey: so i won't be tempting you or begging or anything
CrazyJustin1804: why not?
windedblinkey: i got back together with my old boyfriend
windedblinkey: i may be a slut, but i don't cheat
windedblinkey: and that's too close to cheating for my morals
CrazyJustin1804: yet you wanted to fuck me more then anything.....
windedblinkey: you seemed to want to get on top of me pretty bad too
windedblinkey: but things change, now don't they
windedblinkey: i don't know what else to tell you....i'm sorry though
windedblinkey: but we had fun, didn't we?
CrazyJustin1804: yeah all you sluts are '
windedblinkey: we're sorry or we're fun?
CrazyJustin1804: the first one
windedblinkey: i really am
windedblinkey: i didn't expect things to happen this way
windedblinkey: from the start you knew i was really into the sex
windedblinkey: and i was okay with a more in depth relationship if that was what you wanted
windedblinkey: but you knew from the start that i really wanted the sex
CrazyJustin1804: yeah it always seems whenever I get intrested in a girl I end up getting fucked over
CrazyJustin1804: so thanks alot
windedblinkey: i'm sorry
windedblinkey: i don't know what else i can say, but i really am sorry
CrazyJustin1804: yeah sure you are
CrazyJustin1804: bitch
windedblinkey: hey
windedblinkey: because i'm not willing to cheat, i'm a bitch?
windedblinkey: sounds fucked up to me
CrazyJustin1804: no you're just a bitch in general
CrazyJustin1804: fuck your morals
windedblinkey: how the fuck have i ever been a bitch to you
CrazyJustin1804: you fucking used me to get off don't try to play it off
windedblinkey: well then you used me in the same way
CrazyJustin1804: Well I was actually looking forward to meeting you
windedblinkey: what makes you think i wasn't?
CrazyJustin1804: You say one thing and do something else
windedblinkey: what do you mean?
CrazyJustin1804: fuck you
CrazyJustin1804: there's nothing more to say
windedblinkey: fine, whatever, i don't give a shit
CrazyJustin1804: thank you for using me
windedblinkey: i was trying to be nice about this, but you took it the wrong way
windedblinkey: so i fucking tried and that's all i can do
CrazyJustin1804: fuck you and what you try to do my ex girlfriend pulled that shit on me and a month later she was a total bitch that wanted nothing to do with me
windedblinkey: i'm not your fucking exgirlfriend
CrazyJustin1804: yes and I glad it never got to that
CrazyJustin1804: fuck I could have lost my virginity to you and a day later you could have left me for your boyfriend
CrazyJustin1804: thank you for showing your true self
windedblinkey: haha that just proves you don't know shit about me
windedblinkey: i don't fuck with people and use them, no matter what you think
CrazyJustin1804: nothing more is going to come of us so you used me
windedblinkey: so if we were together and you broke up with me, i could say you were just using me the whole time?
windedblinkey: that makes as much sense at the shit you're saying
windedblinkey: i didn't know if this was gonna go anywhere or anything
CrazyJustin1804: now it's certainly not
windedblinkey: i can see that
windedblinkey: i dont' know what else i can say about this, but i'm sorry if i hurt you or mislead you
CrazyJustin1804: no thanks a lot this will be great for the story
windedblinkey: sure, go ahead and twist everything i say and make me sound like a fucking bitch, i don't care
CrazyJustin1804: I'm not altering this convo
CrazyJustin1804: let the people judge
windedblinkey: good
windedblinkey: then they can see that i didn't do a fucking thing wrong
CrazyJustin1804: ok
windedblinkey: i have to go to bed, but i'm sorry this ended so bitterly
CrazyJustin1804: yeah when it comes down to it I am too
CrazyJustin1804: BITCH!
windedblinkey: i really am sorry, and who knows what would have happened it shit was different
windedblinkey: but i have too many issues in my life already that i can't let myself wonder
CrazyJustin1804: blah blah blah heard it all before
CrazyJustin1804: don't need to hear it again
windedblinkey: ok fine
windedblinkey: never mind, i give up
CrazyJustin1804: i'm kidding
CrazyJustin1804: it's hard to show that on here
windedblinkey: yea, it is
windedblinkey: since you seemed so hostile before
windedblinkey: but i'm going to bed now
windedblinkey: i'll be reading your livejournal...i'm interested to see what happens
windedblinkey: good luck
CrazyJustin1804: thanks bitch
CrazyJustin1804: :-*
windedblinkey: anytime cunt
windedblinkey: :-* bye babe
CrazyJustin1804: bye
So let ye all judge, but in the long run there was some love between us
Already people are up in arms on the live journal community 2AMtoMorning to deny me my right of freedom of speech/artistic freedom, well I will not be denied. I shall sleep to fight another tomorrow.