Jan 02, 2005 21:40
i think this is the first time in my life where i can actually smile and say "wow...i had a good fucking weekend"
i decided that my new year's goal would be to not give a fuck anymore. i dont fucking care if i dont go out every saturday night or if the guy i love only calls me at 3 in the morning completely wasted and not remember the next morning, or that my sister is way fucking hotter then me and every time we go out she gets hit on and i dont. i just need to let loose and say who gives a fuck. but so far my goal is making my life....better. so my new "way" started out on friday night. Jessica Devyn Lisa and I made plans to go to mill ave and then party hopping the rest of the night. we went to the store with a few of jessica's friends, miranda being one...and i cant remember the other two guys names. we got vodka and mcdonalds cups of dr. pepper. we parked at gammage theatre and poured some dr. pepper out and poured vodka in our cups. lets just say that of course devyn and i get the strongest drinks out of everyone. so we walked to the block party...taking sips on the way...and right before we entered we threw our cups out, well frankly because we cant bring drinks in and second we were already a bit tipsy. we then ran into a few of my friends who decided to be rude...to everyone but me. it made me mad that they had no respect. i love them to death and all but that was just rude. so we went the opposite direction and went into a bar. i was honestly freaking nervous as hell, but someone just kept ordering beers and heck we just kept chugging them. i can honestly say we were feeling it by then. then...i think we walked through a mosh pit...haha. it was crazy. then devyn realized that she lost her cell phone...but the ball was about to drop so we all went running (dont ask me where exactly everyone was going) but jessica and i were in the back and we pretty much lost everyone. yay the ball dropped and we partied with some other random people on the road. and then we found everyone else at monti's so we walked right in past security. drank a few more beers. we met some guys from germany who were freaking awesome. met some more people and met some more. it was awesome.
but shit right now im fucking so tired. i think i got 8 hours of sleep for the past 3 days...and my throat is sore.
i have a shit load more to right but i will do that tomorrow because I HAVE OFF!
i will finish off my new years night and write about saturday night because that night WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME.
cheers to CARPET MOUTH. :)
to be continued.........................