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I remember everything.
Upon a throne of lies.
Lies that you wove for me.
I've torn myself apart
In such a way that I cannot repair
No matter how much time passes.
I never forget.
I want to let go
The pain is the only thing that real
Why am I still here?
What have i turned into?
I dont want anything anymore.
Id be willing to let go of everything
But it would just hurt you.
If I could only be something else
Begin again. I wouldnt be anybody but myself.
I think about all the lies
THe lies that Ive been told.
THe things that I believed in.
Ypon my throne of lies,
My frozen fortress cold.
I believed you all.
How do I get away?
If only I could get away
from everything Ive been told
thats made me what I am.
If only I had another chance.
but pain is the only thing thats real
The only thing im sure of.
So I'll keep my throne of lies.
But if I could start all over again
Somewhere new.
Without all this shit.
Id take it.
CANT YOU SEE ME?
Standing here before you.
WHy wont you admit.
that you dont want me here.
Admit that you hate me.
You hate what you made.
You hate the fact that you made me.
Watch me bleed.
Why cant I let go why cant I start over
all I want is another chance.
THe prince of lies?
Only my closest friend.
Your god your leader your hero
Cast me out.
FUCK YOUR HOLY WARS
FUCK YOUR SOCIETY
I wont save you.
EMBRACE ME, YOU MADE ME HATE ME.
I'll just hurt you.
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
!!! Yeah thats right.
Im not always smart.
Im not always strong
I dont always make sense
Im clueless
I'll trust every word that you say
SO?
Actually how about this,
MAKE ME GIVE A SHIT!!
What? do I care, shut the fuck up.
Get outta here.
You hate me. admit it.
Dont worry I hate you to.
Wanna know what I hear?
I didnt think so.
Thats alright, wanna know why?
I'll tell you anyways
I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!
You didnt listen to me?
Thats okay I didnt really say anything.
I dont have to
you already know.
Upon a throne of lies.
Lies that you wove for me.
I've torn myself apart
In such a way that I cannot repair
No matter how much time passes.
I never forget.
I want to let go
The pain is the only thing that real
Why am I still here?
What have i turned into?
I dont want anything anymore.
Id be willing to let go of everything
But it would just hurt you.
If I could only be something else
Begin again. I wouldnt be anybody but myself.
I think about all the lies
THe lies that Ive been told.
THe things that I believed in.
Ypon my throne of lies,
My frozen fortress cold.
I believed you all.
How do I get away?
If only I could get away
from everything Ive been told
thats made me what I am.
If only I had another chance.
but pain is the only thing thats real
The only thing im sure of.
So I'll keep my throne of lies.
But if I could start all over again
Somewhere new.
Without all this shit.
Id take it.
CANT YOU SEE ME?
Standing here before you.
WHy wont you admit.
that you dont want me here.
Admit that you hate me.
You hate what you made.
You hate the fact that you made me.
Watch me bleed.
Why cant I let go why cant I start over
all I want is another chance.
THe prince of lies?
Only my closest friend.
Your god your leader your hero
Cast me out.
FUCK YOUR HOLY WARS
FUCK YOUR SOCIETY
I wont save you.
EMBRACE ME, YOU MADE ME HATE ME.
I'll just hurt you.
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
!!! Yeah thats right.
Im not always smart.
Im not always strong
I dont always make sense
Im clueless
I'll trust every word that you say
SO?
Actually how about this,
MAKE ME GIVE A SHIT!!
What? do I care, shut the fuck up.
Get outta here.
You hate me. admit it.
Dont worry I hate you to.
Wanna know what I hear?
I didnt think so.
Thats alright, wanna know why?
I'll tell you anyways
I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!
You didnt listen to me?
Thats okay I didnt really say anything.
I dont have to
you already know.