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Yesterday was the worst (meet). I did awful in the long jump. horrible. i usually jump like 13'9 or 14, yesterday my best jump was 11'10? it was...disgusting.then the 100, yea i should have just shot myself. i got friggin like.... 13.8. i dont even think i placed. then the 300H...wow. i got 52.54...and i thought the lady said 52.24, which meant i would have broken the school record of 52.4. but nooooo i guess she said 52.54, and they fucking rounded up to 52.6 so i didnt get it by .2 seconds. im still so upset with myself. i dont know whats wrong with me. i should have gotten it. and i didnt even do the 200, because i probably suck at that. ahhhhh i need to train reallllllly hard before saturday (bow), then i have a soccer game saturday too against cape cod, then i HAVE to get at least 52 or under on tuesday or i will be so upset with myself...oh my god. i think im gonna start really doing alot of training and working on my steps and stuff and really start eating healthier and working out my arms. that way i can lose some weight and then gain some in muscle, perferably in my arms so i can run faster. i need to friggin shape up and get my act together, and thats that.
today im probably cleaning my room all night after track and my bike ride (for some nice cross-training) so if you really want me text, IM, or call my phone (508-642-0287)