yea

[_rae]

fuck. i lost my last entry. well the gist is that im sorry matt for ruining your life and i miss my grandpa because today is the one week anniversary of when he died. so yea. but otherwise florida is nice and miss home but i dont want to go home at all. i dont have anything to look foward to except seeing my mom.

..so now i cut these loveless wrists...my head still hurts today ill take another 20 pills and try to make my troubles go away...away...